Alone

Poem i made coz I'm i don't know how I'm feeling right now. I am feeling alone

Alone ...
I'm alone in this path and actually,
No one is there for me
I am suffering extremely these days
Feeling helpless and triggering
Each voice hurt my brain and ears
Every eyes and face looking so scary
I'm alone in this path due to
Nobody is there for me
The urge to cry out loud and scream
All i can do is scream in nightmares
God knows when this will stop ,
This seriously needed to full stop.
Traumas and crazyness coming back
Insomnia also knocking me damn
I don't know how much to held
And what i can do to relax
I really want to fix myself or reset.
Which error is causing me pain most
Which exception is holding me back
I have so many things to do in life
But all I can do is cry in pain
I can't say much out loud
Feel like someone always there
Holding my throat tight for torturing
If I say and somthing happened
My life will be in danger again surely
I have to walk alone this time
Everyone disappear when I need someone,
Everything is fail if my heart holds more than enough
I can't put myself together i need someone to hold me
I need someone to comfort me and cry on their shoulders
But I have actually no one with me
Everyone is busy in their life
So i need to walk alone in this path
Coz there is really no one for me.