I dreamt of Gina for the first time last night. Thanks to Pallas Athene for a title idea. |
| She returns to me: Is this ghost or miracle? My body remembers the pause of her hand on my fragile, ribbed back and, unfolding, revisits her lovepower. The joy: inconceivable. A recovery of the lostforever; the ecstasy of my enlightenment. Hope rewarded; sun’s secrets poured forth into a singlepure moment of grace and clarity. She speaks, a bell of prayer: “I am alive!” Her laughing exclamation is a strike of lightning. I should have known. Gina: born on Elvis’ birthday, died on Lennon’s. Coincidence could not construct such a destiny of dates. Of course she remains! I am awedterrifiedjubilant. She told me often how much my hands are like water how much everything is water. Now, turning away, she enunciates a truth from which I cannot wake: "You are dreaming." |