Thanks everyone. My wife appreciates all the cares and comments. Maybe I'll be able to convince her to come hang here with us rather than on Facebook with her mom.
I hear you. Went through my own anniversaries of those lost last month and it knocked me out for two weeks straight before I could get my head around writing again.
Don't let guilt be one of the emotions. We feel what we feel. We remember, usually not when we'd like to, and often times, at the worst possible time.
I filled my time with memories- as many good ones as I could pack into my quiet time. I focused on watching the birds at the feeder outside my office window. Did the bare minimum at work. Tried to enjoy time with friends.
Eventually, it passed.
I've found that sometimes talking to them helps, even though they can't hear. Do the things that give you joy and peace, and most of all, forgive yourself for whatever wasn't done, wasn't said, or conversely, was. Let lavender winds ease your pain and remember, we're all here if you need us.
So very frustrated with Amazon. They won't let me post here and publish it on Kindle Vella. It is upsetting. The thing of it is the only reason in my mind to publish on Vella is the hope of finding a wider audience. The only people that checked out the vella story though are people who found out about it here, so it makes sense to cut out the middlemen and just post here. I wish I could get paid for my writing, but to be honest, I am just writing to be read, I get that here. People here both read and review me which helps me become a better writer. Maybe someday I'll get paid for it but for now, being read is enough for me.
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