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| I was looking through some old papers and documents that I have saved in my paper drawers (more a filing cabinet but its the same difference) and I came across the obituaries for my deceased fiancé and her daughter. Grace (my fiance) and Ellie (her daughter that was calling me dad) were killed by a drunk driver in a head on collision. They were my rocks and my life. Ellie was six Grace was 18. Grace was raped at the age of 12 and kept the baby girl. I was happy she did, otherwise I'd never had known Ellie. Anyways, I cried and cried. I cried for about three hours straight. This was my breaking point after about three weeks of constant reminders and memories of them. Maybe it was a sign or maybe a coincidence, but today would have been Ellie's 13th birthday. I miss both of them dearly and I just hope they're having fun in the big trampoline park (Ellie's favorite kind of park) in the sky. I'll always love you Grace. Take care of Ellie and give her a kiss for me. Ellie. What can I say. You were always special in your own way. You lit up a room with your presence and always had a smile no matter what. I'll always love you too baby girl. Please think of me on this tough day. I had to take a break from crying to write this tribute. I just wish that WDC had a tribute wall. Kenny B. |
KennyBlazek  - Remember to live your life for them. Don't let their lessons go away, find them in other people. Love things because they loved them and it might hurt a little less. It does for me. I've lost a few loved ones, I can understand the hurt a bit. Remember to smile for them :) |
Reply| Jaycin Alexis - I was able to learn from my mistakes with them. I never treated them badly orcanything, but sometimes I ignored them when they needed me the most. Unfortunately I'll never have the chance to apologize to them. Today would have marked our fifth wedding anniversary if they hadn't of died to the hands of a coward. I'm now bawling all over again. This can't be healthy. |
Reply| KennyBlazek - Its good you could learn from it. I'm sure they know you didn't do any of it on purpose or with harmful intentions. Don't worry, it's actually quite healthy to cry. Crying is our body saying "Ok we have too much emotion, we need to release some before we explode". It's an effective way to try to regulate your emotions. More people need to let themselves cry. It's more unhealthy to hold it in, at least that's what I've read. I'm no doctor or scientist, just a random woman online with a weird fascination with science based information and a bit of life experience c: |
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| The good news of today: 1. I adopted a new cat. She's 4 years old and a feisty very playful calico cat. I named her princess in memory of one of my former cats that looked just like her. She is happy and healthy. 2. My neighbor girl is over at my house with me so I can babysit her all night and all day tomorrow. She is sleeping soundly with her head on my chest right now. She is super cute and light as a feather. I better get some sleep now too, because I'm getting work done on my house tomorrow morning. Happy reading and writing! Kenny B. |
| Depression is taking over right now. I know it's WDC's 24th birthday, but I'm not is a celebrating mood. For those of you whom have depression, hang in there. I am. If I can, you can too. On a positive note, I did my weekly Sunday kids corner reading at the library. Today was a very special day too. We had a celebration as one of the kids that was diagnosed with leukemia is in full remission. I was called advance (two days in advance) by her parents and they told me the good news. Not good, great news. She was back to her regular self today as it was a good day for her. I bought cupcakes from the Fareway bakery in Winterset Iowa and we celebrated her for her milestone and recovery. That was the happy news of today. If you read my posts, I hope this brought a smile to your face. Good news will come your way. Kenny B. |
| I'm in dyre need of gift points. My little cousin bought a upgraded subscription without my permission. I lost 100,000 gift points. How do I get those back? |
| Let him pay you 10 dollars and you buy your GPs (equivalent 100,000 GPs). |
| Also, take away his ability to log into your computer so he doesn't do more dangerous things than spending $10. |
WakeUpAndLive️~Happiness  - I never said my cousin was a boy. SHE is very mischievous to say the least. She's only five an didn't know better. |
| When does the struggle end? Where does the restless sleep? These two questions a have been mauling through my head all day today. I hardly slept at all last night. I got (maybe) just under an hour of sleep. I can't focus, my head spinning and I have a major headache. I guess this was doing. After all, I had two mountain dews last night at work, but caffeine has the opposite effect on me. Oh well. I guess I just have to suck it up and deal with it like I always do. I really home tonight is better. Kenny B. |
| I had a health scare today. I was scared enough, that I actually went to the hospital. I have heart problems, but they weren't this bad yesterday. I was genuinely scared for my life. Well, as all my health scares do, it passed and I was feeling good again. I was having a minor heart flutter that mocked a heart attack. Thankfully I haven't had another heart attack since I was 21. That's the age where I was smoking heavily, as in two packs a day and drinking four monster energy drinks a day. That was a definite eye opener for me. Thankfully I'm okay today and not in a hospital bed or worse yet... the morgue or funeral home. Please never start smoking and if you have started, I tell and beg of you to stop ASAP! It's not worth dying over. I almost did. Take it from someone that has personal experience. Please stay away from those sinful tobacco sticks that make you temporarily feel good. They're expensive and very dangerous. Stay saft, stay healthy and god bless all of you. Kenny B. |
| Look up the piano song rush E and tell me if you think I can learn how to play it. I will update you if I start and either fail, or succeed. If I succeed, I will invite anyone who thinks I can over and play it for you if I succeed. Please comments of email me on the WDC site! |
| Just spent the last hour crying. I was thinking about my work mom (from Hardee's) and she's dead, so I'll never be able to talk to her again. She died December 31, 2023, so I've known that she's been dead for a while, but I'm still sad. She was always so nice to me and was my comforter when I was sad or very upset. I will always love her and I hope that she knows that. Amanda Beth Cunningham was her name. She was an amazing friend, and a great mother to five kids that she left behind. She was a bright light in my life. I will never forget her. She was amazing. Kenny B. |
| Just went through a major wind storm. If you've read my posts, my town went through a EF-4 tornado just over 2 months ago. The wind storm took some (if not most) of our roof, but we already have water tight tarps over it thanks to good samaratins that were working on a house across the street from us. Thankful isn't the word to describe how I feel right now. Depressed is more like it. Anyways, my family and I are shaken up but all still well and not bleeding, so I guess I gotta count my blessings where they come. Happy reading and writing! Kenny B. |
| I just woke up and made a shocking discovery. My cat (I have one more) has died from a broken heart from losing her best friend and snuggle buddy. If you read all my updates I post here, you may remember that one of my cats was hit by a car a couple weeks ago. If that wasn't bad enough already. I know she's running, jumping and playing with her buddy in cat heaven, but that doesn't ease my pain. She was living in my basement because she didn't want to be outside anymore. I found her stiff laying on my subwoofer box since it generates heat from the attached amplifier. I am heartbroken all over again. My other cat can sense that and is now laying with me in bed cuddled up next to me. My life can't get any more depressing right? Time will only tell I guess. Thankfully I have tomorrow off from work so I can properly grieve this painful loss of yet another one of my cats. I now only have one and she's still young, so I hope and pray she'll be here for a long time still. That's life right? Kenny B. |
Kåre Enga in Montana  - They sure are. I'm still in shock right now, but I'm sure tomorrow it'll fully set in that she's gone. |
I was on vacation these past three days so I could attend my half brothers wedding. It was fun and I didn't want to leave the camp ground, but it's also nice to b back home... although, I didn't and will never miss the boarded up windows and having over 90°F temperatures in the house. Ugh. I guess I can't win everything!  |
| New item in portfolio. Have tissues handy as it is the most recent events that happened on Monday July 8th, 2024 at 11:30 PM CDT. "My tough day today."  KennyBlazek  |
| So, I was on a site that people could comment on the Iowa tornadoes of May 21, 2024 and I had a conniption at a comment. It says and I quote: "Who cares about an EF-4 going through wheat and corn fields besides farmers. It's not like houses were damaged." And on quote. I let that moron have a piece of my mind. I have to leave out some words I typed because I'd get banned from WDC for using them. I put: "You need to get your f****** facts straight you a** ****. You need to watch some of the recorded news videos about the Greenfield tornado. If you think Iowa is just fields of wheat and corn, you're f****** wrong you idiot. You are false information and should never be able to comment here again... EVER!" And I stopped there with him because he's not worth my time or effort. Happy writing! Kenny B. |
| You know the old start to the joke: You can't fix stupid. I always wondered if we should substitute ignorance for stupid. But then I thought, you can teach someone how not to be ignorant. These days I believe that kind of ignorance has become calcified. You can't fix (or fight) that. Sad, very sad. |
| Not to mention, if wheat and corn fields were demolished: The corn is mainly feed for cattle. Less feed means reduced supply and increased demand, so prices increase to cattle (and hogs, etc.), so the price of meat is going to increase quite a bit. As for the wheat, that’ll affect a lot of things—processed foods, bread, flour, etc. Who cares about the farmers’ fields? Anyone who gets hungry, I’d think. |
| Whatever you do, don't believe everything you read or see on the internet about the Greenfield Iowa tornado. There are a lot of misinformed morons out there that don't have the smallest clue what they're talking about. There are also people making jokes about it! This was no joke! Iowa is flyover country just like the majority of the rest of the midwestern states. I can't take much more. If I could just make all those nimrods see the damage done, then they might understand. Who am I kidding. They'll never understand because they didn't go through it, and have never been in a tornado themselves. I just wish they'd let the people that are actually smart, or that went through it talk and the ones spreading smears about Iowa just being corn and wheat fields would SHUT UP! Anyways. Just needed to vent a little bit, and since my Facebook was hacked, I have nowhere else to vent, so you guys get to be the lucky ones. Happy days are yet to come. Kenny B. |
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