I Will

Living and learning

Have you ever felt the rain even though it wasnt raining
Have you ever felt the sadness in somebodies smile
Have you ever felt alone, with a room full of people
Have you ever held the hand of someone that felt cold as ice
I am alone, although I am not
This wasn't how it was supposed to be
Living my life, day by day saturated in grief
I am sitting in a pool of blood, my bleeding heart subdued by none
Can anyone see,
I need your help,
Don't leave me.
Maybe I did this to myself,
Believing in deception,
Ttrusting in lies.
Building upon that,
I was easy prey
He hooked me in,
His smiling face
Teeth shining, but I didnt see the wolf that was inside
Was it your plan
To lead me to believe
That I would be your love in life
And then do a 360?
I hate you,
I hate me
Its hard not to be bitter,
But I wont let myself be
When the bleedings done,
When I have nothing left to give
My life will start again.
And I will not look back,
And I will give you up
I will not give in
To your begging and pleading
You can let me go and I you
Because in the end,
Thats all that is left to do