{It Never Ends}

This is writen about my desporation to life

I don't wont to feel anymore
I am not who I was before
I'm so very far from were I should be
I don't know what has happened to me

At one time these shards fit
Why can I not get it
So many things I've let get away
I didn't even know I'd gone astray

I can't go on this way
For one more day
I can not put it behind
Into the back of my mind

I could never just let go
Why couldn't you just say no
I don't even know were to start
Every thought tares me apart

I wonder if there's something wrong with me
Did I ever even wont to be free
Maybe I was born to me a slave
With nothing to do but rave

I wont to forgive what I've done
But this will not be won
The truth is that it never ends
Were not even friends