Pseudo - "Poem"

I don't even remember writing this.

I don’t quite know why
But I wish I could die
And leave all this behind
Not that anyone would mind.

I think I’ve lost my mind.

I am beginning to hate everything
I wish I could get away
The music takes me away
But not far enough.

Nowhere on this earth is far enough.

Each drumbeat
Every heartbeat
Beautiful noise that fills and thrills me.
Every unkind word
Every whispered curse
Stabs at me and makes me want to scream.

His voice makes my heart soar
I crave for more
But there is no more to be had.
I have filled myself with his music
But it is not enough
It is never enough.

Each and every note
Raises me above any mortal feeling
I am no longer a mortal being.
I am elated
I am flying high
High above anything and everything
Anything and everything our limited
Limited lives have to give.