Flooding (Finding the message)

Dream draft

I dont really think that everything
                                            Has meaning
It's just this thing
                      I have w/ feeling my feeling's
                                                     



In my dreams the waters are always moving
      Sometimes slow but yet still churning

Tossing me every night into liquid abyss
        My inadequacies may be causing this

Although common, I'm afflicted
      With mistakes that I've committed

Drowning me in raw emotion
        My dreams lead me to the ocean

Massive waves are all around,
Poised then tumbling without a sound

Moment's later, The thundering crash
Suddenly I'm under attack

Holding tight, I duck my head
But smaller waves trickle instead

The vast sea has been replaced
With familar homes, I hesitate....

I know the mountain on my left
I've seen it's tree's make cabinet's

I know the rocky cliff by me
It's taking me through my history.

I feel, within me, that I want fire
The flood dosen't heed my desire

I look to the sky for answers anyhow,
desolately, there's no sun out.

A black canvas skyscape, shadow's
in a dark escapade.

In my wake I still feel it there,
Like love isn't anywhere.

Like desire dosen't exist, this
water is loveless.