Longing to Cry

Wanting to release, but don't know how

Longing to Cry, longing to weep, longing to show what is inside.

Pain is what I know, hurt is who I am.

I bleed inwards and no one knows, I weep and there is none who can hear..

The tears do not show, but I want the people to see,

I do have these feelings and they are true to me.

The drops won't come from my eyes, I wish they would show,

To see someone cry makes me envious ,the streams just flow.

The intensity is immense, I suffer and cannot prove it,

I have remorse, but no one knows.

I want to show all my feelings of blue,

When can I stop the torture that goes through and through?

Will they care, will they help, or turn away saying I am weak,

Will some state this is just a ploy, and I am so bleak?

Let it all stop and stop real soon, I try and I try,

Please someone, just help me cry..