Trapped

One night I was really upset so I wrote this to express my fear and anger.

Trapped
Nowhere to go
Everywhere I look
There's darkness
Lies,
Deceit,
Fear,
Chaos,
and confusion

Nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide
Nowhere to find comfort
Drowning in the chaos
Reaching,
Trying to break through the surface

All I see
is fear
All I think about
is fear

Trying to draw a breath
but I can't breathe
Trying to break free
but I can't
Trying to hide the fear and anger
but I can't conceal it anymore
Trying to speak
but I can't find the words

Everytime I come
to the surface
something pulls me back down

This chaos around me
is consuming me
I can no longer see
the light of day
lost in a world of chaos

Everything around me,
Everything I knew,
is crumbling
before my eyes

Everytime something goes right
all hell breaks loose

And all it takes
is one voice
full of
lies,
manipulations
and someone
who believes all of it