bored

bored and lonely. ok?

i'm bored of being bored..... i don't know what you might be doing now but, my life is very empty without a good friend to spend time with. i'm gonna die of these extreme emotions. i know that i can't study if i stick to home as i can't think of anything but apparently getting more and more bored... and finally, i don't have the mood to study at all. i must go to school tomorrow to study. ok, i won't think again to work during these holidays. i will find a job after the exam. i guess my desperation to earn money is getting bigger per day.
those feelings don't affect me much. you know, i don't go to a corner and cry! i think i have more emotional experiences than many others. in fact, i am very experienced when it comes to people and emotions. that's a benefit.
i'm afraid if i won't find a Mr. Right as i am quite cold-blooded towards love and stuff. that makes up me.... so i'll just go with it.
The thing is that I'm very very bored now.