In Ruins

How I feel everyday as I try to rise from the pit she left me in .

I sit and fight my memories ,because you chose to leave ,
You left me all alone my love,I,m broken,on my knees,

I’m trying to reach you ,every day ,
But all I get is hate ,

Did you ever see this happening , to us for goodness sake,
All that love your blocking out , shadows on our past ,

How long will you stay mad at me , please call and do it fast,
I’m wasting away each day now,

Not much of me is left ,please don’t leave me here alone ,
My head longs for your chest,

I feel my insides empty,a cancer in my dreams ,
Destroying me in ruins now ,

I question what Love means ,
Your hurting me is it by choice ?

Why can’t you help me babe ,
Call me and we both can heal ,

From all the scars we made ,

‘There is no punishment like the regret I deal myself each day , or the cold shoulder you produce ‘

I’m dying inside

A ruin ( why did you leave me feeling this way)