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Rated: E · Monologue · Philosophy · #2209127
Talking to myself, as usual.
Thursday, January 2nd, 2020:
         If it doesn't hurt, it won't change anything.

Friday, January 3rd, 2020:
         We should ask ourselves every day: Are we fighting our own war, or other's?

Monday, January 6th, 2020:
         Rarely, does the starter of war win the war.

Friday, January 10th, 2020:
         The elongated neglect leaves the heart dull.
         What else one can do while yearning but listen to sad songs?

Sunday, January 12th, 2020:
         I'm pretty much convinced, that in modern times, being happy does feel weird.
         When someone dear departs, their youngest image is the one to visit our memories the most.

Monday, January 13th, 2020:
         In a time when the world is being filled with atheists, those of different faiths should not be hating each other.

Wednesday, January 15th, 2020:
         In a society where people are busy gaining their trust back about their shapes and bodies, that would be a definite sign about the shallowness of culture they are living already, up to the point of initiating campaigns to enhance people's images for themselves.
         Excessive care, sometimes, is insulting.

Friday, January 17th, 2020:
         Every normal person has a dark side. Otherwise, they won't be real, but just flat.

Sunday, January 19th, 2020:
         Conspiracy Theory: The solution to all your mental problems.

Tuesday, January 21st, 2020:
         The demise of virtues, shall be ignited by the mere innocence of the freedom of speech.

Wednesday, January22nd, 2020:
         The bigger the family you are born in, the bigger is your chance to be lonelier.
         Remembering my childhood, sometimes gets me perplexed as to whether I should smile, or cry.
         Imagine if there was a pill which fixes broken hearts. I can already foretell the addicts.

Thursday, January 23rd, 2020:
         Childhood: The time when we owned nothing, and had everything.

Friday, January 24th, 2020:
         All these Youtube videos about motivation and all the things that make you feel good about yourself - are all erased from your memory the moment you step out of your room.
         Strive to be alone, not lonely.

Saturday, January 25th, 2020:
         If it were not for the Palestinians, hope surely would have departed this world long ago.

Sunday, January 26th, 2020:
         Maybe one should strive to reach a breakdown point instead of focusing on success?

Monday, January 27th, 2020:
         The older you get, the more useless you'll get. Unless you have some unfinished work to do, and someone out there loves you unconditionally.
         Maybe it's true that your value is independent of others in this life, but who would decide what is your value then? You?
         You might think of your enemies being weak for their silence. But seldom, if not never, do chess players announce their moves ahead.
         In my opinion, a good actor is either a person who perfected the art of lying to shape the feelings and express them, or someone who never had the chance to express the feelings before except in their imagination.

Wednesday, January 29th, 2020:
         Being hated for being truthful, is far better than being loved for being a hypocrite. In the first you have a stance and a position, and in the latter you will be trashed out with time.

Friday, January 31st, 2020:
         Being single at some advanced age, it might be better for one to strive to have a cat rather than a wife.

Saturday, February 1st, 2020:
         In a place when you are the only, or one of the fewest to realize the role of identity, that place would be closer to be a hell than a home.

Sunday, February 2nd, 2020:
         I have many responses to an insult, but the most eloquent one is silence.
         Fear the future, and trust God.
         Such an easy and hard thing is that, the sweetness of solitude with God.

Monday, February 3rd, 2020:
         Give entertainment with no education or culture, and the nation is as closer as it can be, to be a horde of barbarians.

Friday, February 7th, 2020:
         It is strange, how such a white thing as the skull, can bear such black thoughts.

Saturday, February 8th, 2020:
         I've reached a level where reading the daily horoscope is far more important than knowing about society and its problems.

Sunday, February 9th, 2020:
         The greatest hurdle one might face in his lifetime, is the desire to escape his past, despite having all the beautiful things within it.
         Science is not everything.
         Pure art can be, and must be, found - in places not corrupted by corporations.
         Forget your father, or your mother, but never your tongue.

Monday, February 10th, 2020:
         Depression: The inability to see the achievements that were done, and being done, and the capabilities of what can be done. In simpler terms: Helplessness against blindness.

Tuesday, February 11th, 2020:
         You can make a movie about some story from life, but you cannot fit life into a movie, and life can never be a movie.

Wednesday, February 12th, 2020:
         Being a scientist without any insight or any introspection into the arts, might very well signify an imbalance in your educational process, past or present.

Friday, February 21st, 2020:
         Trying to change the world and achieve peace with arts is like fighting a sword with wailing. The head is soon to depart away.

Sunday, February 23rd, 2020:
         Too much nostalgia is bad for the heart. Yet, we welcome such visitors with open arms.

Saturday, February 29th, 2020:
         The more I live, the more I realize that God was, is, and will always be right.

Saturday, March 7th, 2020:
         Most of the really good things in this life do not require advertisements to be promoted.

Monday, March 9th, 2020:
         As a photographer, I don't try to make the photo the best it could be, but rather feel the photo the best I could.

Wednesday, March 11th, 2020:
         What puts me to rest, is knowing that the tears that I've shed in secret, are surely counted by God.
         If liberty is meant to be vulgar manners under the entitlement of freedom, then I don't need it.

Friday, March 13th, 2020:
         Sometimes I wonder if stupidity is caused by a completely different virus altogether.

Monday, March 16th, 2020:
         "I'm fine" - The sentence that initiated peace and war at exactly the same moment.

Monday, March 23rd, 2020:
         It's 2020; Is the "American Dream" still a dream and a priority for you?

Wednesday, March 25th, 2020:
         Everything is alright, until a stupid person is found.

Tuesday, March 31st, 2020:
         Money goes in analogy with pepper many a time; Too much of it ruins your food, and stomach.
         As a comparison between civilized and nomadic or barbaric people, I can grant for you with some degree of certainty, that those nomads are less likely to break the law.

Friday, April 10th, 2020:
         Being alone is a bless. Being lonely is not.

Tuesday, April 14th, 2020:
         Be happy. Just don't forget to be sad from time to time.
         When sad, try taking a selfie.

Wednesday, April 15th, 2020:
         An exposed candy should not complain about flies and other insects.

Tuesday, April 21st, 2020:
         Never, did the lack of words signify a lack of emotions.

Wednesday, May 13th, 2020:
         In politics, corrupt people are either one of two: Those who let you know they are corrupt, and those who serve you pink-colored glasses to see beauty with corruption. And there are no angels.

Saturday, May16th, 2020:
         Wish I was like the moon. It shines and wanes in its mood swings with absolute silence, and never talks about the bruises on its surface. But it keeps going on and on.

Monday, May 25th, 2020:
         Your mind, always wins.

Tuesday, May 26th, 2020:
         Majorly speaking, people care for what you do to them, more than for what you think (of them as well).

Friday, May 29th, 2020:
         If you have a mind already, why do you seek amusement from the movies?

Sunday, June 7th, 2020:
         When you live among them, they barely notice. When you get sick, they might get worried. When you die, they will cry then keep on going and forget about you. I find humans pretty strange in demeanor.

Monday, June 8th, 2020:
         Loneliness increases, with the passage of time.
         It saddens me, incrementally, to see people getting stupider and stupider with respect to time.

Tuesday, June 9th, 2020:
         If I'm not accepting the world as it is now, how am I supposed to live in it, or along with it?
         People will not understand your anger. But your chances for them to understand would increase when you show it.

Tuesday, June 16th, 2020:
         Scientific superiority does not necessarily mean Civilization.

Thursday, June 18th, 2020:
         Take feelings seriously. For they might be real, or false.

Saturday, June 20th, 2020:
         Seldom matters fall within the question of, can you or can you not, but rather should you, or should you not.
         Ever wondered why the tongue is not directly connected to the brain?
         Probably the most useless muscle in our current times is the thing called "Tongue".
         So far, all my ideas of how a happy life should be, comes from Anime.

Monday, June 22nd, 2020:
         Every forgotten thing on Earth, is commemorated in Heaven.
         The ecstasy of photography lies in printing.

Tuesday, June 23rd, 2020:
         Your language and your script are your ornaments. This is how people will see you.
         Beauty is a craft for me, but not every beautiful thing is desired.
         When the burst of anger is over, count your losses, starting with your own self.

Thursday, June 25th, 2020:
         Don't ask me to face my problems and fears. I've been trying to solve these for the past 40 years. It is more of a "take it or leave it" situation at this stage.
         It's not in my interest to be smart, but sane. All the smart people in the world today, and life keeps on being miserable, as far as I can see.

Friday, June 26th, 2020:
         Often, remembrance is not to be, but on the day of departure.

Saturday, June 27th, 2020:
         Home quarantine taught me that the problem with jails is not being a prisoner, but the fact that you have to bear others.

Tuesday, June 30th, 2020:
         Some tunes excite my heart, so much that my body feels like confinement.

Wednesday, July 1st, 2020:
         Sometimes, your mission in this life is to be annoyed.

Friday, July 3rd, 2020:
         What a beautiful day to be sad.
         What is so social about social media?

Tuesday, July 7th, 2020:
         If there is something that I really want to curse, that would be those moments where I eagerly wanted to say "I love you" but my tongue never helped me out with it, nor my courage.

Monday, July 13th, 2020:
         Been years since the last time I've reminded myself that I'm a human.
         Don't count on your past. People seldom read history.

Monday, July 20th, 2020:
         Few that had been achieved while one being gentle to oneself.

Thursday, July 23rd, 2020:
         Life taught me that the public should not interfere in the work of professionals. Life taught me that the public will never cease to interfere in the work of professionals.

Tuesday, July 28th, 2020:
         Most of the international political problems ignite between governments and not between peoples themselves. So, stop involving people in none of their business.

Sunday, August 2nd, 2020:
         As time goes by and the number of ages is added to my back, I'm often surprised for the discoveries I make along the way about the amount of rubbish that was and is usually considered a "culture".

Friday, August 7th, 2020:
         Don't be with someone and hope they change for you. Don't be with someone and hope that you will love them later. Doing these is a ticket to suicide.

Saturday, August 8th, 2020:
         Do not let the real signs of love be the tears to be shed after death.

Tuesday, August 11th, 2020:
         Culture is a dessert dish. It's better to order or make your own rather than dip your spoon where it does not belong.

Tuesday, August 18th, 2020:
         When you ask for charity, head to the poor. They still have some heart left.

Wednesday, August 19th, 2020:
         They harass you, take your land, disrespect you on every aspect, take off your dignity, shed your blood, and then they wonder why did you grow up to be a terrorist.
         As we grow older, the pleasant things don't come as easy as they used to.

Friday, August 21st, 2020:
         Reading some articles on Wikipedia can be indeed like watching one of these so-called sci-fi movies, if not more exciting even.

Monday, August 24th, 2020:
         I used to be afraid of leaving this world without leaving a legacy. Then, I looked around me and saw the world indeed, and wondered: Why would I?

Thursday, August 27th, 2020:
         The first thing you would want to do to see the truth, is to switch off your TV.

Friday, September 4th, 2020:
         Often people think that they can outsmart God.
         If there is one title to be given to mark this year in particular, that should be "year of the stupids".

Saturday, September 5th, 2020:
         Many a time, all what a man would need is just some appreciation.
         In such times, you must give thanks to some people for being humans.

Tuesday, September 15th, 2020:
         It's weird how some people buy their own humiliation by their own hands.
         Most people I've met cared about my weight more than my feelings or ideas.

Sunday, September 20th, 2020:
         Art is not a luxury, nor a delicacy. Art is an essential part of our lives in such times. In fact, I can say with a certain degree of certainty, that some people should work and be paid, just so they can do some art away from work.

Tuesday, October 13th, 2020:
         Some nations are like springs; They must be kept pressed in place, otherwise they might expand and get lost.
         Probably we cry after negligence not out of love, but because all the good we did was not returned as we wished.
         A dead heart is like a barren soil. You would not put a seed in it and pour water down on it and expect it to flourish.
         As big as your heart is, so would be your troubles.

Friday, October 16th, 2020:
         Nice roads, nice streets. All what we need now is importing nice people to drive in them.
         Those who become candles to others, must burn out one day.

Monday, October 19th, 2020:
         They disrespect you, and want your respect in return. All in all, you are the terrorist after all.

Tuesday, October 20th, 2020:
         I don't understand the general frustration about the lockdown. I've been doing that voluntarily for the past ten years and no one asked me about it even.
         Nowadays, even explaining your emotions has to be a struggle.

Thursday, October 22nd, 2020:
         You will see a lot, when you close your eyes.

Friday, October 30th, 2020:
         Society drives you to be, then blames you for being.
         God never failed anyone. But people are always in a hurry; For goodness or for evil.

Monday, November 9th, 2020:
         Leaving this world should be a moment that is celebrated, not wept for.

Wednesday, November 11th, 2020:
         I love nighttime. It's the only time where one can weep uninterrupted.
         Those who care died out, for there was none that cared for them.

Friday, November 13th, 2020:
         Many if not everyone will leave you. That's a fact. However, be scared when someone decides to remain with you, willingly.

Saturday, November 14th, 2020:
         Some beauty lies in mistakes.

Tuesday, November 17th, 2020:
         Stop letting the media dream for you. You must realize your own.
         If you have a place you call homeland, and people that make you feel it's your homeland, and if you can find your smile in that place from birth to old age, then you are richer than you think.
         It's funny how they spent and will spend trillions to discover Mars and settle on it, while falling short of cultivating the deserts on Earth.

Sunday, November 22nd, 2020:
         It has always puzzled me which one is more painful: Being in love and not being able to say so, or being in love and not given love back.
         On social media, some Likes are worth a million.

Wednesday, November 25th, 2020:
         The catastrophe begins when the wrong people listen and understand you, while the right ones do not.

Saturday, November 28th, 2020:
         Art must be studied in the homeland, not elsewhere.

Monday, November 30th, 2020:
         I read Quran because it is the only thing that listens to me willingly when I need to vent.

Tuesday, December 1st, 2020:
         Patriotism is essential at some point. Just don't raise it into a religion.

Wednesday, December 2nd, 2020:
         Quiet and soft, but can be destructive. This is the rain, and so is the balanced man.
         Listen to the rain. It has so much to tell.

Thursday, December 3rd, 2020:
         One whose god is money, shall be changing gods quite often.

Friday, December 4th, 2020:
         Instead of persecuting people for animals rights, why don't you teach people how to be humans, or even better, provide for them the means to be humans?

Friday, December 11th, 2020:
         It seems that one must travel, immigrate, and be a stranger, in order to have some dignity.
         And what is the value of love at the moments of my death, if I did not receive it in my life time?

Tuesday, December 15th, 2020:
         If whoever looks solid and emotionless, then take a look at his lifetime and age. Maybe his acquaintance with love is ancient.

Thursday, December 17th, 2020:
         People are brothers, until politicians decide against that.

Friday, December 18th, 2020:
         However hard I try to force myself to be interested in people, I successfully fail.

Tuesday, December 22nd, 2020:
         It is such a vain to water flowers after drying out, and hearts.
         Money travels, comes, goes, raises up, and falls down. It would not be a wise thing to hang your honor on it.
         How many gentle hearts turned harsh to survive. How many smiles at day, poured as tears at night.
         Some look for shapes, and some look for fortune. But the loneliest of them all are those who look for hearts.

Sunday, December 27th, 2020:
         Why don't good things just happen, just like in the movies?
         When you feel you don't belong, this is the time to realize the direction of Heaven.

Wednesday, December 30th, 2020:
         Instead of seeking fortunetellers to inquire about the new year, why don't you seek the One giving fortunes to those people in the first place?
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