by Dr Gonzo
Fear is our greatest motivator & we all fear something. Mine is the unknown, but why?
|What am I so afraid of?
The answer to that question....no mistake
Fearing success as much as failure
Sabotaging any and all efforts I make
Conscious decisions made without thought
It's the subconscious by which we must abide
Choices made without consultation
Seems I am only along for the ride
Why I do what I do?
In moments of clarity, sometimes I see
Insight....before reality and anxiety kicks in
Subconscious calls it a day, and for once I agree
Denial plays its insidious role
A supporting actor on the stage that's my life
Pretending important things don't matter
Living each day on the edge of a knife
Pulling the covers up over my head
Say a prayer, and hope for the best
I don't want to deal with reality
But avoidance won't pass life's test
Fear is my main motivation
And again the question is why?
When physical pain is never an issue
Yet emotional pain makes curl up and cry
I am not yet ready for answers
But I cannot continue this charade
Something, in the end, must give
And it won't just rain but will pour on my parade