How much longer?

My battle with depression

When something
Turns into everything
And then nothing
All at once.
When you don’t even realize
The past is the past
Until you take a look around
And the present is different.
When six months feels like six seconds
And a week feels like a year.
When was the last time I showered?
When was the last time I brushed my hair?
Food sounds nice, but my bed feels nicer.
Is this depression?
No, I’m just tired.
I’m just tired.
I’m just tired.
I’m just tired.
Why am I so tired?
I slept until noon, why am I so tired?
It’s September?
I thought it was March.
Time goes by so fast
When you’re only awake when it’s dark.
Why can’t I be present
While it still is the present?
Is this depression?
No.
I’m just tired.
I’m just tired.