Experimentation is educated ignorance.

*Originally written July 16th, 2018*

         Day in and day out night after night the echo's of all the intolerance lingers. And do I mean linger!

Not like a fart with a decent shelf-life but follows you like a puppy, grinding down on your soul with every heavy footed step kind of linger.

All the sour energy from days blurred 2gether swirl around me engulfing my well being and slowly devouring what little I have left.

Draining like a battery my motivation for moving forward has changed course and this new direction is halting at best.

         Two little windows, binoculars for the forgotten allow short frames of wholeness. Comfort., warmth. A security wall in which I

am placed on the wrong side, access denied. The seconds pass with a tick and the minutes with a tock, my mind abandons me

switching sides mocking myself with traitorous pleasure, this morbid reality becomes harder to separate the more I visit. One time

soon I wont return, for my space be gone. There is no more room.

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