Sea Swallow Me

Sail on and on

Far, Far away I sail,
To the barrier between the oceans,
For god I pray and wail,
And by force I am the lonesome female.

In the morning I touch the water,
It tingles in my hand,
It is as if I’ve been touched by a man.
Earths Natural fan;
The wind.
As I sail it whispers in my ear,
“Sail furthest and far, my dear.”.

In the mid-day I lean and look at my reflection,
I say,
“What is my purpose, my intention?”.
It is when the sun is the brightest
And when I see the schools of fishes,
Oh, how my heart wishes,
It wishes to be them.

In the evening I see the sun disappear,
Earths natural light switch;
The sunset, The sunrise.
I long the feeling of the morning,
As the night is coming closer,
So is the time of mourning.

Dinner in the sea is eating your only companion,
The fishes.
Oh, How my heart misses,
The greens.
At night it starts to rain,
I, all alone in the dark ocean,
Unaccompanied until the thunder came,
Earths natural jumpscare;
Thunder.
Pagans say there is energy around me,
But as a devotee of god, I simply pray.
Thunder might tip my boat,
I’d be left with no support,
And i’d simply scream and float.

The night is calm yet terrifying,
It is just me, myself and i.
All alone, the worst way to die.
Part of me says,
Take me and end my suffering and adventure,
Sea swallow me.