This Is Where I Rot - 22.09.2025

These are the bits of me I don’t say out loud. Some of them make no sense. Also TW

Fuck it, let's do this again. Go get a Tea/Coffee or maybe a shot for all I care, let's slide down the shitslide. As always, please ignore any typos. Once I have the will to do it, I will do a grammar check.

So, where have we left off? Oh yeah, that I hate myself. Also, today I woke up extra gay, so I definitely gave myself a pep talk on why I am ugly and will die alone, fml.

Also, fun fact, today I have not thrown up, so far, but yaayyy Mr. Stomach way to go. Um, Chile, anyways, so let's start this word-vomit session.

Here are all the things I currently love about myself:

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Here are all the things I found annoying about myself today:

1. I am breathing

Today was just one of those days where everything about my existence was just annoying the shit out of me. The way I walk, the way I breathe. I wish I were attractive. You know just attractive enough that somebody will find me "hot"

Fuck me in the ass if that happens. I also feel tired as fuck, or maybe even burned out. No idea.