Selfish Woes

Ok, I'm not really sure what I should put here.. I guess I just felt unwanted ...

I see her laugh, I see her smile, I see her enjoying herself.
I see her cry, I see her pain, and it hurts that I cannot help.

I want to hold her and give her comfort , I want to make it alright.
I want to her to see the tears in my eyes as I bring her back to the light.

This darkness inside me, it drains me away, as I sit here fighting alone.
If only her beauty would turn twards me, our love could be written in stone.

I hate that I'm so pathetic, my intentions can not change the facts.
I'm only a stalker, forever alone, even though I don't follow her tracks.

I do not deserve to have her love, I will never earn her soul.
I hope that we might one day connect, but I know I'll never be whole.