This is who I am.

matters of the heart

This is who I am.
A mere shadow of the person I once was.
No longer do I feel the sweet innocent joy from simply living.
Nor do I feel this sweet yearning for love.
I am now but an embitter person.
Broken by years of carelessness and cruelty.
Disillusioned by this thing called love.
Yet...I crave.
Crave to feel a kiss.
A lover’s embrace.
But to have these things comes a price.
I must give myself over to you.
And pray that I will not fall for you as I have for others.
Pray that my heart will not shattered into millions of jagged pieces when the day comes…
The day in which I am no longer of importance to you.
I a wait this day in silence.
To be broken once more
Weakened in spirit.