I've lived for half a century. South America and North America even Europe I've been there. I've had to learn a lot of lessons being one of those "tasting is believing" type of people. I know I'm identifying with you that's just who I am. The earth ain't big enough for my mind how about yours? I know there's someone, not something, out there far more intelligent than the human race. It don't make sense trying to change my way of thinking. Change yourself..save yourself!