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| I've just uploaded my new novel in progress, KICK. I have been having a downward mood today. I wonder why that is. i wonder whether somehow someone is making a note about helping me with my life. If that is so, then I can endure this downward mood. I've made me a snack and I could make another snack to keep me from going into a decline. i have noticed in my life that I get up and then I get low during the day. I cannot seem to keep a stable outlook. I get slammed by negative thoughts during the day and then I have to try to keep my chin up and pretend that everything's ok. I wish that I had a better grip on my thinking and my attitude. The negativity has been so strong lately. It gets so strong that I'm feeling unhappy and physically ill. This ill feeling isn't organic. It's a blast from hell and their hounds. They are so angry with me and want to get to me and dig me into the ground. I'm so lucky that I have good people who are still around wishing me a lot of good will. I want them to know that I know they are around. I am not sure who they are, but a few of them are probably feeling sad and ill too. It's something that my friends whoever they are might run into and so it's safer for them not to know me or to even like my pages. I should not be too sad but it's hard to be alone and have nobody to talk to about my problems. Yes, I do pray but then those bastards get me to feel unable to even call on Jesus. I hate them so much for making me sad and discouraging everything I do. They're probably trying their best to blot anything that I've been doing to undo any good I do for my work and for my life. they've already made my love feel sad and unable to be with me too much. I guess that is all I can say now. That Queen is really needing to retire and go away and leave me alone. I saw a story that the Queen's correspondence about the firing of an Australian president in the 1970s is getting to see the light of day and people can finally read her participation in this firing. I wonder what she did and say then? This Queen is very bad. She probably did something to make my forebear Lord Louis Mountbatten get assassinated. I think she and Churchill were in cahoots together. The politics of the monarchy are rife with scandal. I even saw that when Trump was going to college he asked a relatives' friend to take the SATs for him. I think that sort of practice is done in the monarchy. Those two brothers Henry and William have done this I'm sure. They're both a bit thick, I'm hearing. And I don't know about Charles. I saw a story that one of his bastards in Australia sued to have him support him and Charles didn't comply. That's the lot of those who were unfortunate to be anyone to these royals. I'm one of those bastards. Prince Philip is my biological father. He went with Maggie Smith the actress. She had me somewhere in the UK, then she gave me to a family to adopt and take care of. I never had a good mother- I think that people are going to hear more about this. I'm telling everyone that I'm Ione Mountbatten. i'm trying to awaken the world to this fact. I hope that i survive this. If I don't survive this, at least heaven knows about it. And some people on earth do too. A few bastards are eager to delete my background. I'm sure they' already taken away the idea that I ever had a house in the Philippines to live in. I'm sure these are all under the direction of that Queen. I think she's manipulating history and making people sad everywhere. Oh, and then I heard that the Crown Jewels (the castrated parts of Jesus Christ who diedon the Cross) are kept in the English vaults somewhere in the Tower of London. These crown jewels aren't really of the Real Jesus. They belong to the Jesus who really was Raphael, of Archangel fame. Raphael was a bastard. He has no penis nor balls. So that means that the crown jewels that England is boasting of belong to the devil. If that is true, England is sunk into hell. Everything there is not good. I wish they would listen to those who want them be good. But the press is under the Queen's thumb, and so are everyone there who depends on the Queen's money. I also heard that Charles is getting 22.2 million pounds from his Duchy of Wales. How very obscene this is. What is he going to spend it all on? What will happen to Wales? I think Wales is not so happy and they've got problems probably worse than any of the countries in the UK. It's really nothing to me now. I'm supposed to be the Queen of England. My mother Maggie Smith is a descendant of Nicholas and Alexandra. But she preferred to go into acting. |
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