Monkeys

I just don't know anymore

Okay, so I had a conversation with someone today, and now I am all discouraged. If she suggests waiting to get married one more freakin time, I swear I am going to loose it. She always follows up this comment with "Not that I don't think you guys should get married. Just wait awhile, say spring?" Ahhhhh! Stop saying it then woman. You know, to be totally honest, I don't even know what I want in a wedding anymore, or sadly if I even want one. No difference to me whatsoever. But I am getting to the point of saying "Back off." And I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. I just need some time, you know? It's fun to talk about a wedding and all, even more fun to plan it, but a whole lot less fun when you have to pay for it and whatever. Then everyone you know wants to be in it, and freaks out if they aren't in the wedding party. Jeez people. Come on.

Okay done ranting for a minute.

Beckie