2 week vacation with a friend? They plan. You just go along for the ride!
My trip to England years ago was like that. The trips I plan on my own were anxiety producing. The only up side was that moving around didn't leave much time for depression.
In your opinion, what is the blockage to receiving timely psych appointments? I remember one that didn't help. I did have a good therapist and counselor though.
It's sometimes easier to get meds in other countries where pharmacists have more leeway. Psych vacation for mental health?
Michigan has beaches galore and lots of water. I tell Floridians and Arizonans that the future is Michigan, a blessed fertile land that doesn't turn to dust, need a/c 6 months of the year, and isn't slowly sinking into the sea.
And you have cherries!
I grew up in the Grey Lakes (not a misspelling). I considered May to be spring. March was mud, April too chill.
I've threatened to move to Eastern Montana for the sunshine; but, moving...
A vacation may be a good idea. When can you get away for a week or two? And where would you go in your dreams? (reality usually means a compromise)
For others this is the first day of spring; but, for me, it's the first day of a new year. I face similar questions. Will I pick up the shards of a broken life or will I allow archeologists to ponder them centuries from now.
In any case going back isn't an option. The places may still exist and even some people may still be there; but, I've changed.
Is it time for me to finally move on emotionally? I always wonder why it takes my dreams to confirm the truth to me. It's like if I don't dream it then it must not be true. I am slowly, slowly, slowly, realizing Brian has moved on and I need to start a new life.
Mourning is a process of acceptance. It's a realization that life does go on and the heart is able to repair. I have always been a slow learner in the life department. I started everything later in life. I had my first job at 19, and really didn't feel like an adult until I hit my 40s.
Now I am an adult wanting to be a kid again. I found that I am still able to think and play like a child and I love that. I will never grow old if I can keep my child-like wonder active.
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