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| I freaking love being an adult. I have learned that to move on you must close doors and say proper goodbyes. I have done it. I called and said what I needed to say. I finally got his agreement and that we are done. I learned so much about myself in this relationship. I learned about myself and my inner heart. I learned that I could love again and fall from the sky. I learned that my heart is big and beautiful. I learned that my sense of humor is magical and needed. I learned that good looks can charm me. I learned that being honest is painful. I learned that some goodbyes take a long time. I learned that toxic behavior can be excused. I learned that finding my inner will will never be broken. I learned to trust my gut. I learned to laugh at myself. I learned to love myself more! Love, Michelle |
| Hello Sunshine, I am not in the habit of writing everyday. I will get back to it someday. I can see that I have enjoyed my thoughts and have been keeping myself busy by ignoring my inner poet. I wonder if ignoring the inner poet is why my anger is boiling? No, my anger is boiling because I have once again allowed something to happen with him. I am so over him now. I keep saying that I know. But this time it feels honest and like I can actually carry off my wishes. I don't have time for his insanity. I don't have time for his games or his lack of understanding me. I don't care anymore about being with him. I have finally learned to be independent. I have it covered. Getting paid is making me a bad ass and I love it! To finally feel like my hard work is going to pay my bills. I am going to get the heck out from under this wicked spell of poorness. I feel strong. I feel confident and sure that all my hard work is going to pay off. One sweet day I will pull it all together. It starts with my heart. Getting in touch with my core values again. Rebuilding a new life. Making choices that support my future and keep me moving forward and not running backwards anymore. I see so many fun things ahead. I got this!! I am so happy with my choices and last weekend blew me away emotionally but after every storm I wake up and move on. I am ok right here and now. Love, Michelle |
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