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Created: November 29th, 2019 at 12:06pm
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Here is a collection of ruminations and whatnot.
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September 18, 2021 at 11:50am
September 18, 2021 at 11:50am
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| I'd like to write an escape fiction story about a girl who feels as though she has no way to go forward. |
September 14, 2021 at 7:04am
September 14, 2021 at 7:04am
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| I'm still on with moving back home. The day started out early today due to bad thoughts plaguing my mind and not letting me get back to sleep. So I got up and started my day. I went to the website of the Philippine embassy to see what they had. I emailed them for information for dual citizenship. This is important for those who wish to buy property there. It will take time. But time is what we have in our solitary lives. |
September 13, 2021 at 11:17am
September 13, 2021 at 11:17am
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| So my Dad and I talked yesterday about us going back home to the Philippines where we were born. My hope is to have this as a finished goal whenever the resources come to help us get there. I think it's doable, and I ask My God to help us achieve it if it is His Holy Will. |
August 26, 2021 at 8:21am
August 26, 2021 at 8:21am
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| Still sad. Dealing with my mortality brought about by turning 65 next month and getting my Medicare card. I want to live a long life but I'm at a loss what I'll do as a senior citizen, where I've tried several avenues of getting extra income to no avail. I've found no other vocation to do and I will have to think of this to distract me from getting sad. |
August 23, 2021 at 4:56pm
August 23, 2021 at 4:56pm
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Yesterday I felt absolutely awfully sad. I cried and cried. You see, I turn 65 next month. And this Medicare thing has been following me and finally I got my Medicare card in the mail. I've given my card to different clinical people.
But the reason for my sadness is that 65 is senior age and I'm now going to be cast as a senior citizen. I do not wish to become a senior citizen. I wish to be active, and happy, and engrossed in the things that many women who may or may not be my age to be doing. But I'm a solitary writer and I have been struggling with the fact that the well has run dry.
So with the birthday, Medicare and my condition as it is now, I gave in to emotion and I do not know how long this will last. |
August 22, 2021 at 6:47am
August 22, 2021 at 6:47am
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| As I contemplate my life as a Medicare user, I'm thinking that I do not know what God has in store for me. If I have a short life after now I don't mind it because I'll be with My God forever. If my life were to be long, it's alright too because I believe that My God has great plans for me to do for Him. |
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| I have a cat that likes to perch on the sink where I have a cup of water for him. The puppy is barking at him now but he's quit doing it. I think he's getting used to seeing the cat on the sink. It's not the sink he's in, he's on the ledge by the sink where I have his cup of water. I decided to give him an oasis of peace to drink water. |
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| I've been reading a book about God and it's very good. It's called Called to Life, by Jacques Philippe. I go through the passages intermittently. You can pick a page and it has lots of wisdom, |
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| It's a warm sunday morning. I've been listening to music online. I do not intend to go anywhere today. I'm thinking I'll surf the web and see what's happening in the world. The TV was on yesterday and they had the Olympics on. I wasn't attending but it was nice to see how people would come round from everywhere to see and compete. |
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Today was an early morning I awoke at six and then had breakfast with my pups. I checked online for emails but not a lot of it was important. My stepfather had a call to make and he asked me to help as he is hard of hearing. So that was all accomplished.
Now, I've decided not job hunt anymore. I'm retired and self-employed as a writer. I can't handle the everyday things of a full time job, even the remote ones.
I'm going to rely on God's Providence to see me through to the future. I trust In Him Always. |
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