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Created: November 29th, 2019 at 12:06pm
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Here is a collection of ruminations and whatnot.
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| I've had a run of bad luck with my writing. It seems my Muse is elsewhere. I've got a book of prompts but it isn't helping. I got this book when I was takng my classes in creative writing. I'm not sure that I'll write again. I think my writing career is over. |
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This morning I was in bed trying to get a second dose of sleep. A thought came to me and said wouldn't it be better to die now and forget about life? I was so sad. I felt sad and tried to fight off that thought. Then I had other sad thoughts that told me to get rid of my dog. To give him away. I love my dog and want him to be happy with me. I couldn't stand it anymore so I got out of bed and joined my dog in the kitchen where we are now. He's a loyal and faithful dog and loves me always and I love him always.
This sadness is extreme for me on a Saturday. Weekends are worst for me and my depression. I've taken meds for it and with the day going I'm feeling the sad thoughts recede from my mind and my body. I can tell I am getting more like my normail self now. |
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| I've been able to get through the day without a lot of sad thoughts. I think I owe My Guardian Angel for this. |
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| I'm working on a new book of short stories. It's taking me a while. But it's good for me to do this because it makes me think of a creative work - I mean, think creatively. I'm not the type to like brooding over things. Creative writing is what I recommend to anyone who's sunk in the gloom of their thoughts. It might take a while to get on top. of things but it does work for me. |
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| Now that I'm back officially on my blog as an upgraded member, I am grateful and happy. |
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| There are times when I fear losing my Stepfather. It occurs every so often. Not during the night but that's when it happens - the bastards are after him and want him to leave me destitute. |
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| I'm doing ok now that it's been a week since I've been on antidepressants. I feel up beat about things. If there is a troubling thought that comes to mind, I have confidence that this thought is not serious and can be solved. |
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The trellis in the hall flagstoned path has been put to rights. Now I need to write a good story but I have to go into a reverie. I'm up and at em and want to write something. But my dog is in the way. He wants to write himself. I could go into doggerel for him. But that's not what I was hoping for.
I'm going to. tell a story about how a man and a woman fell in love years ago and then they were made to part because of his family ties,
But enough of this plain writing. I'm thinking of having a book where I can share my stories about couples who are happy together no. matter how sad it is for them.
This is what I'd like to do for people, my dog is panting heavily over my hand and he is eager to see what I'm writing. I might have to add him to the author list to my. book!
Now that I'm doing this I'll be happy to do good things for everyone. I wish to give roses to everyone here on WDC. I'll be happy. to give a sprinkle of good health on everyone. Better than a gin and tonic don't you agree?
I'm sure that you all know that I'll be ending my blog here because of my membership being degraded. I will do a few new posts on my portfolio instead. That could work, couldn't it?
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| I am continuing blogging as far as I am able. I just can't afford the upgraded membership right now. |
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| This might be my last blog post. |
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