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I'm finally at the evening hours on a Friday. I do not have an inkling what will happen to me tomorrow or on Bloody Sunday. I will be with God all the time and He has been keeping me safe always. I do not have an agenda what I need to do. I've been looking through my social media feed. Nothing jumpsout at me. It's all of a piece. No real inclination to do much with what I've seen. I slept a bit more than I should have. I missed my therapist call. This is the third call in months. I hope that the next call I can remember to be around the phone when it rings. I'm alternately feeling ok and sleepy. I will have to do what I need to get some rest. And refreshment or healing. I think that this will help more than anything. The bank has replied and they want me to call this number to get my consumer report which means that if the bank sees no early warning remarks about me that this will allow me to continue as their depositor. Now I'm only allowed to go there a physically transact business. I have other banks, however so if this bank goes awry then I will rely on the other banks so carry the financial load that I will receive. I think I will soon be given a break. This is my optimism and I will be happier because of it. That Queen is no longer problematic. If she's still able to put a foot infront of the other then she might see to her own life and find a way to her own place where she can be at peace and forget about the sins her husband have piled upon her. I do not get any thoughts from him now. I think he's rather not interested nor is he caring about anything as he's quite old and any sad thoughts would put him over the edge. My mother the one who bore me isn't either. She's old and rather wants nothing to do with trying to help someone she's already buried a long time ago in Lancashire, England. I'm responsible for looking forward to having a job that can be something to tide me through the future years. I have to look to God for help in that regard. |