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Here is a collection of ruminations and whatnot.
July 3, 2021 at 3:08pm
July 3, 2021 at 3:08pm
#1012989
I'm missing my. boyfriend. We've not spoken for a while. I know he loves me and I love him. I wish he lived closer. Or I could move to his country. It's difficult to determine what our future will be. I rely on God's Confidence that my boyfriend and I will be together soon for good.
July 3, 2021 at 11:02am
July 3, 2021 at 11:02am
#1012974
I've had a run of bad luck with my writing. It seems my Muse is elsewhere. I've got a book of prompts but it isn't helping. I got this book when I was takng my classes in creative writing. I'm not sure that I'll write again. I think my writing career is over.
July 3, 2021 at 7:45am
July 3, 2021 at 7:45am
#1012964
This morning I was in bed trying to get a second dose of sleep. A thought came to me and said wouldn't it be better to die now and forget about life? I was so sad. I felt sad and tried to fight off that thought. Then I had other sad thoughts that told me to get rid of my dog. To give him away. I love my dog and want him to be happy with me. I couldn't stand it anymore so I got out of bed and joined my dog in the kitchen where we are now. He's a loyal and faithful dog and loves me always and I love him always.

This sadness is extreme for me on a Saturday. Weekends are worst for me and my depression. I've taken meds for it and with the day going I'm feeling the sad thoughts recede from my mind and my body. I can tell I am getting more like my normail self now.


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