Chapter #9Mother Of All Questions by: chaos  If one thing was a constant in Rei’s life, it was that no matter what she was doing she never spoke unless she was spoken to. In school, during examinations and even with the other pilots, you could only get her to talk if you asked her a direct question. Her silence was as much a part of her as her pale skin and red eyes. So, when she asked Doctor Dr. Akagi during one of her routine physical exams a question, the bottle blond was left unable to speak as she tried to process that Rei had spoken up.
“Could you repeat that?” Ritsuko asked as she put down her clipboard and rubbed her forehead, her head hurting by this strange change in the status quo.
“I asked if I was Shinji’s mother?”
Ritsuko nodded; more surprised that Rei had asked her something then the actual question. She was one of the four people in the whole world that knew Rei’s origins, the other three where Rei herself, commander Gendo and sub-commander Fuyutsuki. Out of the other two, she was probably the most lily to be upfront and honest with the young girl.
“It’s complicated. You were made from both Yui Ikari, Shinji’s mother, and Lilith’s DNA. The combination of the different DNA has made you neither human nor angel, and while you aren’t technically Shinji’s mother, you have enough of her in your blood to make you the second best thing. Why do you ask?”
“I have been feeling odd emotions towards the Third Child that I first deemed to be a physical attraction to him. After careful deliberation, I’ve noticed that my feelings while including sexual elements also have a materialistic element to them as well. When I see him sad I want to comfort him both as a mother and a lover. When I see him alone I wish to get closer to him to comfort him in maternal and sometimes sexual ways. When I see the Second Child mistreat him, I want to slap her.”
“Well that last emotion is nothing we haven’t all felt before,” Ritsuko muttered to herself as she thought over what Rei had told her. It seemed like her body was fighting between the impulse to copulate and soothe Shinji brought on by his mother’s DNA confusing her mind. Rei wanted to be both his mother and his lover and was having trouble separating them. With Commander Ikari was here he’d tell her too bury these feelings, that they interfered with the scenario and to distance herself from the Third Child. However, lately her lover has been distant and cruel to her, more then normally, so to Hell with what Gendo Ikari wanted. Maybe once he saw that he didn’t have complete control over his doll some of the wind out of his sails.
“Rei, as your doctor, I think you should follow these feelings. Whether you decide you want to be Shinji’s mother or girlfriend, I think it best you do what feels right to you. Do you understand?” Rei didn’t respond right away, she seemed to be mulling something over in her head, but eventually she nodded her head. She had come to a decision that she had been pondering ever since she identified her feelings. She now knew what she had to do, for her Shinji.
“Good, now we are finished for today. Don’t forget we have another appointment in three days right before another synch test.” Rei nodded again, not needing to speak anymore to the young, scorned doctor. Ritsuko smiled, she didn’t give a damn about Rei or her problems, but if they ruined Gendo’s little plan she’d offer any helpful advice she could. As Rei left she gave the girl the best smile she could force onto her face. “Good luck.”
Rei left Dr. Akagi, she left Nerv, heading into the streets of Toyko-3 with a clear destination in mind. She knew exactly what she had to do and the thought of it filled her with an excitement like she had never felt before. Even though she had never given birth to Shinji, he was still her son; that she was sure of. He was her son and she wanted his body. This mixture of feelings once confused her but with Dr. Akagi’s encouragement, she finally understood how she could satisfy these powerful newfound passions. The first thing she had to do was prove to Shinji that she deserved to be his mother, his protector, and his one true love.
Standing in front of the front door to Misato’s apartment, home of also Shinji and Asuka. She rung the bell and as the door slid open, she stared at the one person she wanted to see right now more then ever.
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