Twisted

How I felt before I met my husband

Harsh words and violent blows

Hidden secrets nobody knows

Eyes are open hands are fisted

Deep inside I'm warped and twisted

So many tricks and so many lies

Too many whens and too many why's

Nobody's special nobody's gifted

I'm just me warped and twisted

Sleeping awake and choking on a dream

Listening loudly to a silent scream

Call my mind the numbers unlisted

Lost in someone so warped and twisted

On my knees alive but dead

Look at all the invisible blood I've bled

I'm not gone my mind has drifted

Don't expect much I'm warped and twisted

Burnt out, empty, wasted and hollow

Today's just yesterdays tomorrow

The sun died out the ashes sifted

I'm still here warped and twisted