Surprise

Poem for my husband apologizing for always being ill and thanking him for being so strong

I’m sorry that I’m sick I’m sorry I’m so ill
I’m sorry for every stupid thing I have to take a pill
Every day you make that face. Strong and Undefeated
Behind those eyes are my surprise, scaring me as I retreaded.
I fall apart you pick me up that’s the way it goes
But in once split second you slipped up you let your fear show
I promise to be better fight as hard as I can
I'm so lucky to have you, a God sent man
Wipe my tears falling down my face
I’m so sorry I let you down in the first place