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A high school senior meets with a friend and world which is not as they seem. |
As a species, the look of another of our species into our eyes has great power. It can mean a lot of different things: aggression, love. - Chris Milk --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- âYOU MOTHERFUCKER!â I hated this kid so much. He is just like the rest and is worthless to me. I probably havenât explained much, but there is no point at this part in the story. âWaitâ come back IâŚâ âFuck youâ stay far away from me!â I guess I do deserve some introduction; I am what some would call âuniqueâ or a âspecial snowflakeâ by people who hate me. I look like a pretty typical emo with black hair and blue eyes. Total emoâ except with love for ear-shattering levels and amounts of electro music instead of sadness and death. So who was that? Just another kid who decided I was an easy target. They thought that just because I was different, they could intimidate me to their bidding. He was just another kid who also knows Iâm smart, so they wanted me to be their homework slave. Iâm in Grade 12, and Iâm 18 years old. However, Iâm on the small side and have a distinct lack of muscle definition. For that reason, other seniors think they can pick on me. At least they do until they look me straight in the eyesâ then they realize they made a grave mistakeâ due to the hatred they see in my eyes. Donât get me wrong; I love helping peopleâ it makes me feel good. It is when people EXPECT me to help them due to age or supposed physical superiority that ticks me off. I put in my earbuds and started listening to my favorite indie artist. Iâm listening to one of his best songs. Itâs a song about losing someone in an abstract way. I love itâ especially because my friends were all ignorant asses who only cared about being popular. Againâ this isnât me being a broody assâ they said to my face: âIf you arenât gonna follow the packâ then leave!â âThe âpackâ wonât do you shit after high school!â âWe donât give a fuck about some fucking Prime Minister in Fuck-offlandviaâ all that matters is being the most popular kid this school knows.â âSo fucking the bitches and being a lazy jock?â âWowâ someone is cranky today.â âYeahâ well fuck you too!â I started to walk away at that point because I wanted nothing more to do with themâ and them being so shallow. Those assholes picked on me for everything they didnât likeâ even though they knew I was their lifeline to understanding the world outside of high school. Popularity only lasts so long, knowledge and money go farther. âWellâ you know what you are Micah? A fucking NOBODY! Consider us your former friendsâ you fucking bitch!â In responseâ I had just put in my earbuds and walked away; I already knew they were not my friendsâ they were just jerks. Howeverâ back to the present. I was busy jamming out and getting my stuff as last period had just finished. My music always seemed to match my mood and my thoughts; it had switched to a dubstep song with amazing vocals about being deceived and being knocked downâ yet being able to fight back against the enemy. Thatâs how I felt about those assholes. I had liars all around me for no good reasonâ but that doesnât mean I canât fight back. This lying also extends to the rest of the student body. Those idiots couldnât stop spreading lies that Iâm willing to help with all their homework for free as long as they beat me upâ an utter lie. That is the reason why all these assholes have been âthreateningâ me. I use quotation marks because once I tell them offâ they run away like scared little kids. I walk outside a side door of the school and go to my parked bike in the parking lot. Itâs a little electric motorcycleâ a relatively old model too. It set me back a pretty penny thoughâ especially with insurance, but I come from a family who is fairly well off. They made their money through investing wisely in Apple and Facebookâ they sold only a quarter of what they made in dividends and now are multi-millionaires. Againâ a little well off. Not like I get things for free thoughâ I have to work for stuff like my motorcycle. I have my own business doing simple bug fixes for small programs. I knowâ real complicatedâ but what other kinds of enterprises can an 18-year-old realistically run? I am also starting to understand how to make electronic music, and I already have a thousand followers. I also am learning to code ML++*, so thereâs that. I always have had an interest in coding and computers; It comes from my parents making their money off it and saying if Iâm going to be successfulâ I need to be in technology. Not like that is a problemâ as I have taken to it like a fish to water. I love doing music and coding; the computers feel more personal to me than anyone I know. Anywaysâ after a short ride, I arrive home after a short drive home. My parents are in their usual spotsâ on their laptops coding up their pet projects as the tv plays the news channel. Did I mention I took to coding like a fish to water? I may have had a little shove into it by my parentsâŚOkâ a BIG PUSH! Does anyone else also find the newsâ especially the stock market relaxing to watch? The announcer is just talking as you listen to small changes in peopleâs money that cause big rippling effects. You just put that info inside your headâ sleep on it and make a decision on where to invest. Itâs all so soothing to meâ pureâ yet quick and always there. Maybe me being a millionaire child makes it seem more simplistic than it should beâ but Iâve gotten a portfolio, so itâs not like Iâm uninvolvedâ just find money fun I guess. My parents notice me walk inâ and motion for me to remove my headphones. âHow was your day sweetie?â âPretty goodâ nothing significant happened.â Even though there was an assholeâ it was a non-event in my mind. âOh, thatâs good because we have a big thing for youâ we have someone coming over for dinner.â My dad looks up to tell me thisâ rather excitedly. âOhâ thatâs niceâ who is it?â I ask very quickly; as it is a unique thing to have companyâ mainly because we are all introverts and it requires a lot of energy from all of us to have guests over. âWeâll tell you after you shower.â My mom then points upstairs. âOkâ be back in a bit.â I go upstairs to the bathroom then proceed to strip down and take a look at myself. I guess I havenât described myselfâ I have talked about my interestsâ but not my actual appearance in detail. Iâm about 6 feet, or so I want to beâ Iâm five foot six, short and lean. Iâm not scrawnyâ just have a lot of lean muscle. I have decent endurance due to thisâ but weak strength. Iâm agile enough to make up for it, so no one is actively bullying me at least. I turned on the waterâ the water soon started to steam, and I stepped in and closed the curtain. After I get out of the shower, I dry offâ and decide to get dressed. I put on some nice black pantsâ they are almost like jeans but straight blackâ and a basic black shirt. Then I toss on my light hoodie that has the logo of my favorite video game series. Yes! Iâm a huge nerdâ can you blame me? Itâs a great game series, and with the newest one coming outâ I got the deluxe edition with the steelboxâ artâ plushie and schoolbag. I also consider that hoodie my formal at-home dinner attire. Everyone who comes for supper knows me anywaysâ so no need to be super fancy, and it gets the point across Iâm a nerdâ yet that I care to look somewhat nice. I walk downstairs, and my parents look at me approvingly. âAll done?â âYepâ so if you donât mind me asking againâ whoâs coming over?â âItâs someone moving in today.â âOkâ Who?â I tilt my head slightly like a dog in confusion; this is even less reason to invite someoneâ they just moved inâ so why do we care? Not that we have anything against new peopleâ just that we donât know themâ and I know how taxing a meal can be for everyone here when we donât know anyone. âDidnât you know? Itâs the York familyâ your old friend Lane is coming to visit tonight and wants to hang out with you again.â Wellâ this just got interesting. You may be asking yourselfâ who is Lane York? My best friend? My worst enemy? If I may be completely honestâ Iâm not entirely sure where I stand with him. Itâs a long story and one hell of a convoluted one. We had to move a year ago due to my parentâs âjob.â They wanted a place with faster internet to do their pet projects better, and the city was already providing them with the fastest Internet. Thatâs why we had to move to Torontoâ Ontario from Winnipegâ Manitoba. This city just had fasterâ more reliable Internet for my familyâs âworkââ if you can call it thatâ cause they do it all for free. They do open-source coding for small projects to help make the world a better place. It is where I got my belief that the world can be an amazing place if you work for itâ and also my love of coding. I did miss going to the Assiniboine Park Zoo and seeing the polar bears and seals face to face. I did it with him all the timeâ and we always had a fun time. We did it every weekendâ and had such great laughs and bonded together over them. His great smileâ and his gorgeous blue eyesâ absolute beauties. I got a huge crush on himâ and it impeded my judgment immensely. I never even told him about the moveâ I just vanishedâŚhow did I know he found out? He blocked me on social mediaâ friends said he wanted to beat my face in for being such an ass and not telling him. Why did I not talk to him? I couldnâtâŚget the nerve to do it. The only time I wimped out of doing anything, and I fucking hate it every day. If I could turn back the clock to take away his pain, to make him like me again, I would. Only one thing makes it an enigmaâ he unblocked me as I saw some of his postsâ and he even requested to be my friend again on social media. We havenât talked to each other yet, but it was within a few weeks of today. These events seemed too weird for me to just dismiss them as coincidence. It may have something to do that we both havenât told our parents about our little âfeud.â Soâ he probably re-friended me to hide our feud to themâ although why are they moving HERE of all places? Againâ too big of a coincidence to be a random thing. Toronto sure is no Winnipeg; Itâs a more urban city than Winnipeg, but they have no family here. I wonder why they are coming here? I donât have much time to gather my thoughts as my dad asking me a question snaps me back into the present. âSoâ are you ready?â âUhâ yeahâ ready as Iâll ever be.â âAll rightâ they should be here any moment.â Like by magicâ the doorbell rings right away. I jump a littleâ as I was not expecting it. âOhâ that must be them.â My mom gets up from the table and walks down the hallway to the doorâ and opens the door. I turn around, and there is someone who I have NEVER seen before. She is wearing a black hoodieâ with the hood up mind youâ that looked like it had a galaxy on it. It was beautiful, and she also has some pants that also looked like a galaxy as well. She was also wearing some goggles like looked rather coolâ like an insect eye modelâ as if it was crafted by those very insects to replicate their eyes into goggles. I didnât get an excellent look at her face because she was looking down at her phoneâ and blew a bubble from some gum in her mouth. What the fuck? I certainly didnât know anyone who was as ârave-likeâ like her. Sure I listened to a bunch of EDM, but I never went to ravesâ and had squeaky clean programming nerdy friends. So who was sheâ and why was she here? Then I see the thing that shatters my world-view like a bull in a china shop. I see Laneâs parents behind her, and they are smiling and greeting my parents like everyone was here. But who was this girlâ and where is Lane? Was it all a lie that he friended me on FB? Was it all a sick joke as punishment for me leaving? A cousin to remind me of what could have beenâ and rub it in my face? Apparently not. âHi there Micahâ how are you doing?â âIâŚIâm doing okâ where is Lane?â âOâŚohâŚshe didnât tell youâ did she?â Laneâs mom said glancing solemnly at the unknown girl. âWâŚwhoâŚwhat?â I stutter and ask in complete confusion. The girl then proceeds to take off her hoodie and stare at me with the familiar blue eyes I would recognize anywhere. âMicahâŚmeet LaneâŚor as she now calledâŚLanaâ WHAT? To be continued --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Appendix ML++ - A fictional programming language based on the language ML. Its various subsets with the ability to not only perform concurrent operations and modular programmingâ (adding whatever you want) but be able to use VRâ and servers in concurrence with local memory for seamless reproduction of programs regardless of internet connection or complexity of the program. |