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Some days are better than others |
TURBULENCE As the years go by and I grow more weak, it is the ending of life for which I now seek. My step is slower, I crave the silent rest, I have become a burden to those loved best. Life for me is no longer worth the living, I'm tired of trying, of working, of giving. I really thought that when I was older I'd be able to handle it like a soldier. There is so much turbulence in my life and you cannot imagine the pain and strife. The ones I raised with care and pride now tend to turn away, and will not abide an old woman's remarks, not meant to pry, they look at me now with a jaundiced eye. Part of me wants to shout so they will hear that I'm still alive, let me make that clear! And then there is a part of me that quietly gives in to their wishes, just let me be - The night grows dark, yet I see the light that will lead me away, I shall die tonight. As the years go by and I grow more weak, it is the ending of life for which I now seek. My step is slower, I crave the silent rest, I have become a burden to those loved best. Countrymom 2/29/08 |