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Sarah's Life

by Kgirlfae ~ Wanting

Rated: GC · Book · Personal · #214850

An evolution in years

blank mind, empty thoughts, hollow ramblings

"Some nights when it rains
I dig out your old pictures
and dance with memories sour now with age
I wish I could let go
and just walk out of this prison
this shrine that I have build around my pain" - The Dreaming

"I've always been good at helping everyone but myself." - me

"God you were so beautiful, 'til I looked in your eyes" - The Dreaming

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3 Most Recent Blog Comments:

Kebeth has returned!

May 3, 2005 at 3:54am
In response to "Friends..."

So hey in case I have never explained this I think it is time for me to explain the rules of my livejournal or any journal I have ever had:

Rule #1 - I post in here for ME not for YOU it is my livejournal that I write in to keep track of what I have been doing and what I think about things etc. It may be in a public forum but it is a PRIVATE journal. I don't care if you read it but don't think I am going to post or not post something because of who I may or may not think is reading it.

Rule #2 - This is an equal oppurtunity bitch livejournal. In case you haven't noticed I kinda bitch about everyone in this so don't take it personal.

Rule #3 - If I write something about you in here, it is because that is how I felt at the time of writing not necessarilly how I feel period. Going back to Rule #2 I bitch about everyone in this journal because if I am pissed at you when I am writing in here chances are I will write about what is pissing me off. I have found that people can rarly handle it when you say, with no malicious intent, "Hey you are pissing me off and here is why" and can't handle it when you say it to their face. Just because you happen to piss me off once doesn't mean I don't ever want to speak to you again. If you have met me even once you should know, give me an hour, I will get over it seeing as how I am not the type to hold a grudge.

Rule #4 - This doesn't apply to everyone but about 90-95% of my friends are named Sara/h so if I am talking about a Sarah it doesn't always mean I am talking about you. I could be talking about someone else.

Rule #5 - This is more just a rule for me personally not really concerning this livejournal but I feel I should put it in here anyway. I HATE charity and I HATE pity therefore give me nither. Yes I don't always have enough money to eat healthy or at all. But when you take me out to eat for no other reason then that I get pissed. Why? Because I FUCKING HATE PITY AND CHARITY! Some people don't know this but for a large portion of my life I was on food stamps and got those "care" packages on my doorstep once a month. Once I actually cleaned out our cupboard of all canned goods and marked a big black X on the bottom of each one and put them in the donation bin at school. Sure enough the next month some of the canned goods in our box and a big black X on the bottom. Receveing pity or charity makes me feel weak and powerless. I don't mind if we go to eat somewhere and you decide to pay. I do that all the time. Not because I feel sorry for the people I am eating with or that I expect them to pay me back, merely because I have the money and I feel like doing it. But when I get a call saying "I am going to take you to Perkins because you need to eat and can't afford to" it fucking pisses me off. I can make my own way just fine, I have been doing it for over a year now.

Nada

Apr 24, 2005 at 3:08pm
In response to "Friends..."

I sure hope you gave him this link! Better yet, just move on, some people aren't worth the effort you put forth. Some, but not all people

You sound like you have finally figured out the situation.

Gen

Mar 21, 2005 at 10:08am
In response to "my lyrics journal..."

"Hey, Beavis, this chick listens to Korn."

"What!!?? What did you say, Butthead?"

"And she listens to Pearl Jam and Nine Inch Nails."

"Uhhhoooo,Uhhooo, YEAH! this chick rocks!!! Who is she, Butthead?"

"uuuhhhhh, I think her name is Sarah."

"Do you have her picture too?"

"Not this one, Beavis"

"That sucks!!"

#168. You don't own me...
ID #360878 entered on July 20, 2005 at 1:55am

#167. Very tired...
ID #360321 entered on July 17, 2005 at 1:53am

#166. Woot! Hooray for promotions!
ID #358673 entered on July 9, 2005 at 3:13am

#165. The slow return...
ID #354904 entered on June 21, 2005 at 3:08am

#164. I post...
ID #354485 entered on June 19, 2005 at 4:45am

#163. And yet I'm laughing...
ID #352982 entered on June 11, 2005 at 2:44am

#162. Bencon
ID #352160 entered on June 7, 2005 at 2:28pm

#161. Things...
ID #350223 entered on May 30, 2005 at 1:45am

#160. I will remember...
ID #349040 entered on May 23, 2005 at 11:57pm

#159. a new plot line...
ID #346871 entered on May 13, 2005 at 1:47am

#158. So beautiful...
ID #346039 entered on May 9, 2005 at 2:01am

#157. Building
ID #343468 entered on April 26, 2005 at 2:39am

#156. Thought of some more...
ID #343147 entered on April 24, 2005 at 2:25pm

#155. Things I've learned...
ID #343084 entered on April 24, 2005 at 4:06am

#154. Friends...
ID #342791 entered on April 22, 2005 at 2:54pm

#153. Garden State
ID #341805 entered on April 17, 2005 at 7:53pm

#152. Well... the Pope is Dead.
ID #339554 entered on April 6, 2005 at 6:31pm

#151. I managed to beat Pascal and Pearl Jam!
ID #337616 entered on March 29, 2005 at 1:52am

#150. The yearly disclaimer...
ID #337264 entered on March 27, 2005 at 3:27pm

#149. Truce
ID #336647 entered on March 24, 2005 at 1:16am

#148. And then there was more...
ID #336491 entered on March 23, 2005 at 12:04pm

#147. my lyrics journal...
ID #335620 entered on March 19, 2005 at 2:28am

#146. Yet another
ID #334744 entered on March 15, 2005 at 1:18am

#145. starting...
ID #334737 entered on March 15, 2005 at 12:20am

#144. Pearl Jam and Pascal
ID #334618 entered on March 14, 2005 at 12:33pm

#143. For clarification
ID #334534 entered on March 13, 2005 at 11:22pm

#142. That nagging feeling...
ID #334519 entered on March 13, 2005 at 9:31pm

#141. not. good.
ID #334210 entered on March 12, 2005 at 1:10am

#140. Fell like rambling
ID #334203 entered on March 11, 2005 at 11:52pm

#139. Well isn't this just plesant
ID #333954 entered on March 10, 2005 at 4:12pm

#138. unsure
ID #320143 entered on December 31, 2004 at 1:49am

#137. An interesting 48 hours
ID #319217 entered on December 23, 2004 at 1:45am

#136. Sometimes I get so caught up...
ID #302024 entered on August 13, 2004 at 1:42am

#135. so yeah...
ID #301468 entered on August 9, 2004 at 2:54am

#134. "Do you ever wonder where..."
ID #301466 entered on August 9, 2004 at 2:29am

#133. All these things...
ID #295572 entered on June 22, 2004 at 1:03am

#132. My head still hurts...
ID #291943 entered on May 25, 2004 at 2:45am

#131. Subconscious issues
ID #290963 entered on May 18, 2004 at 1:31am

#130. As Kebeth said: FUN!!!
ID #288063 entered on April 27, 2004 at 10:11pm

#129. Another ponderance
ID #283580 entered on March 26, 2004 at 12:53pm

#128. It's a small world after all...
ID #283513 entered on March 25, 2004 at 9:17pm

#127. Spring Break
ID #280382 entered on March 4, 2004 at 1:51pm

#126. Another sleepless night
ID #278711 entered on February 22, 2004 at 3:20am

#125. The more interesting effect...
ID #277254 entered on February 12, 2004 at 12:00pm

#124. Finally that chapter is closed
ID #277178 entered on February 11, 2004 at 9:03pm

#123. Twist
ID #276934 entered on February 10, 2004 at 12:59pm

#122. Winter Break
ID #272463 entered on January 10, 2004 at 10:36pm

#121. Dean's List
ID #271671 entered on January 4, 2004 at 3:25pm

#120. Ravens
ID #268656 entered on December 6, 2003 at 5:54pm

#119. Dear...
ID #267004 entered on November 21, 2003 at 7:10pm

#118. Jackson
ID #264648 entered on November 4, 2003 at 5:58pm

#117. 4 months
ID #263305 entered on October 26, 2003 at 11:39pm

#116. Again
ID #260967 entered on October 11, 2003 at 12:13am

#115. Disconnected
ID #260931 entered on October 10, 2003 at 7:23pm

#114. Insepid negativity
ID #258243 entered on September 25, 2003 at 12:31am

#113. What I don't Understand...
ID #257189 entered on September 18, 2003 at 12:24pm

#112. People
ID #257096 entered on September 17, 2003 at 6:04pm

#111. A point of consideration
ID #256830 entered on September 16, 2003 at 12:10am

#110. Foresight or the lack thereof
ID #256474 entered on September 12, 2003 at 1:14pm

#109. The past few weeks
ID #256226 entered on September 10, 2003 at 7:40pm

#108. Quoted assortments
ID #255030 entered on August 31, 2003 at 4:36pm

#107. moving and all that jazz
ID #254313 entered on August 24, 2003 at 11:25pm

#106. Interesting...
ID #253988 entered on August 21, 2003 at 12:37pm

#105. Dreaming
ID #253427 entered on August 16, 2003 at 12:51am

#104. It's all gonna be public again :)
ID #253218 entered on August 14, 2003 at 12:38am

#103. Dreamscape.
ID #252816 entered on August 10, 2003 at 12:26pm

#102. Graduations and ensuing chaos
ID #242958 entered on May 24, 2003 at 11:19pm

#101. *not feeling up to titles right now*
ID #239441 entered on April 29, 2003 at 3:03pm

#100. LOL!!
ID #234104 entered on March 26, 2003 at 2:15pm

#99. The beginning of something...
ID #231638 entered on March 10, 2003 at 11:52pm

#98. Maddening isolation
ID #230427 entered on March 3, 2003 at 1:25pm

#97. I. Just. Don't. Get. Them.
ID #230028 entered on March 1, 2003 at 12:51am

#96. Children
ID #228619 entered on February 20, 2003 at 1:58pm

#95. Journaling
ID #227347 entered on February 12, 2003 at 10:15pm

#94. Parents
ID #224889 entered on February 2, 2003 at 2:58am

#93. Allos
ID #224848 entered on February 1, 2003 at 10:53pm

#92. Books and stuff
ID #224357 entered on January 30, 2003 at 10:49pm

#91. teehehe
ID #223868 entered on January 28, 2003 at 9:08pm

#90. Quotes from a good story
ID #223662 entered on January 27, 2003 at 10:41pm

#89. *laughs at stupid people*
ID #223593 entered on January 27, 2003 at 3:56pm

#88. Starting to think I have too much time on my hands
ID #223581 entered on January 27, 2003 at 2:30pm

#87. "it's hard to face the truth sometimes"
ID #223413 entered on January 26, 2003 at 9:39pm

#86. fuck
ID #223378 entered on January 26, 2003 at 3:12pm

#85. A collection of Stabbing Westward
ID #223199 entered on January 25, 2003 at 11:10pm

#84. How can you say... I go about things the wrong way?
ID #222779 entered on January 23, 2003 at 10:14pm

#83. *Is not in that creative title-giving mode*
ID #222757 entered on January 23, 2003 at 8:28pm

#82. An interesting starting point
ID #222568 entered on January 22, 2003 at 10:25pm

#81. JSCCK - and related business bitchings
ID #222291 entered on January 21, 2003 at 6:08pm

#80. Now then...
ID #222142 entered on January 20, 2003 at 11:35pm

#79. Why the hell can't he leave me alone?
ID #221633 entered on January 18, 2003 at 11:04pm

#78. What a fucking astute observation
ID #214394 entered on December 18, 2002 at 9:25pm

#77. He had to go and email me
ID #214214 entered on December 17, 2002 at 9:57pm

#76. The potential stupidity factor
ID #214117 entered on December 17, 2002 at 3:17pm

#75. I am so fucking sick of my choir teacher's shit.
ID #212524 entered on December 10, 2002 at 12:54pm

#74. An interesting day.
ID #212330 entered on December 9, 2002 at 4:18pm

#73. FUCK EVERYTHING. almost.
ID #211979 entered on December 7, 2002 at 11:25pm

#72. The wonders of Techno music
ID #211801 entered on December 7, 2002 at 12:51am

#71. Trying to get myself to type
ID #211702 entered on December 6, 2002 at 2:37pm

#70. Quotes. Cody. Damnitalldamnitalldamnitall.
ID #211559 entered on December 5, 2002 at 11:20pm

#69. Wow... I havn't posted here, seriously, for a while.
ID #211255 entered on December 4, 2002 at 9:20pm

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