A Misconnected Journey Anywhere by ME

Not smoking kills the emotions

Ok, this might not be the best for you youngsters, or maybe it is! I am wearing the patch today. Am I happy? Absolutely not! Am I going to be? Absolutely!

This is so-o hard. I am crying, fidgeting, determined, short tempered, crying, oh yeah, I said that one. I cannot wait to be over this part of the quitting. I know now I have to be done forever.

I have quit smoking five times. The last time was the longest: nine years. What makes a person go back to smoking after nine years free? Divorce, bars, other people smoking, (peer pressure that is), and generally stress. Now, it is six years later and time to get serious about me. My life is very important. Smoking interferes in more ways than I even know yet. But, the bottom line is, I want to live. I want to see my children blossom, my grandchildren come into this world and I want the dreams I have to come true, for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stand strong is my motto today. Please think positive or pray or what ever you do. Right now, I don't care! Just do it, because I need you all.

Thanks,

Lori