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Not interesting at all. Just like me. |
In a text-based world, I'm beautiful. My favorite things in life: *cocoa *hugs *banana paraphernalia (chips, smoothies, ice cream....) *knowing that I am understood. *good pens/pencils *writing down my thoughts *serving *conversations of the deep sort. *spending time with those that I love. *a cleansing bunch of noise once in a while *quiet the rest of the time *blogging my lil heart out *understanding *noticing the little things that generally don't matter. *being just a little bit different *pretending to be a poser "You must do the things you think you cannot do." -Eleanor Roosevelt. This is straightforwardly me. |
...and you thought that Knee would never host another contest... It's coming up to that time of the year where I pop in once or twice. I usually let my upgrade run out... I don't know for sure if I'm going to this year. Probably. ![]() Oh, I need judges, if you don't want to enter it yourself. ![]() |
Maybe.... Maybe.... Well, there will be slides and swings at the park on Friday. We're having a picnic. I'm nearly positive that it's going to be the highlight of my week. I should start doing that again: highlight and lowlight... Or 'one good thing'..... Yeah. Every Friday I'm going to do the highlight and lowlight of my week. So tune in on friday to see if my guess was right... ![]() |
Ay, yi yi! So much to say... And somehow I doubt that I'll get around to actually saying all of it... It might be list time. (lists keep me from blabbering on) Good things in life ![]() ![]() Bad things ![]() ![]() things I'm worried about ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() things I'm excited about ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
I'm not sad or angry right now. I just don't have much to say. It looks like I'm overreacting, and who knows? I probably am. And if I tie in my anger about her past offenses, I'd be a bitter, unforgiving, unloving person. And I still have a hard time swallowing some things without retort. Things like, "Well, you're my child," and things like, "My daughter." But we've been over this. No need to linger. |
I'm not as pissed as I was when I wrote ![]() I hate depending on her. There is nothing as stressful as depending on this woman. Does she get my tax return, since she claimed me as a dependent? Does anyone know? I'm really worried that she will. I'm getting a decent-sized one, enough to buy a junkie ole car and not be so dependent on others.... I can't just let her have $1,000+ money that is mine. And remember the whole drama I had back in February about, "Did I really forgive her?" ("YOU CAN'T FORCE YOURSELF TO LOVE" ![]() So I haven't known what to do with myself for a day, now. I've got so much to do, but I always just end up doing nothing. I'm going to go finish my taxes, do my Spanish homework, then I'm going to class. (today is a long day. I don't have a break until 3AM again. ![]() |
She's claimed me as a dependant. And I didn't get the insurance. |
I'm mildly annoyed at myself... What normal church has a 9PM service? And what stupid person might actually think that???? On Saturday, John invited me to church. It was the first indication of anything that he'd given me so far. And I was stupid enough to screw it up. He either thinks: 1. I blew him off. 2. I'm that stupid. 3. I was that tired. 4. He doesn't really care either way because he's not really interested; Nathan is just leading me to believe so. But I have noticed that Nathan is a touchy subject between us. I'm always careful not to pursue a Nathan-related conversation because of the thoughts it will bring. Weird; the one person we know in common who all three of us haven't ever been together at once. (we came pretty close on Wednesday, though... Except that I realized what I was doing and left the building. No need to create awkwardness!!!!) |
What do you call a deer with no eyes and no legs? In the mean time, I look like a drunk. I've got an IBC bottle and a wineglass that I used for a chocolate milk parfait next to my comp......... No-eyed deer |
Ephesians are wonderful. Names are interesting. Food is optional. Sleep is optional. Emails are great fun. God is taking care of everything. GIGS have leaders. And I'm going to bed. (less than 10 hours of sleep since Wednesday...) |
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