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Rated: 13+ · Book · Personal · #1311011

A terminal for all blogs coming in or going out. A view into my life.

Started July 1st 2019 for contests, etc. as other blogs are filling up and have other purposes.

Ferry boat between Solvorn and Ornes across the Lustrafjord i Sogn og Fjordane.



My new new new blog is
 
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ในสวนของเลียม Open in new Window. (13+)
In Liam's Garden, a personal journal
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.

I'm starting a new blog because
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L'aura del Campo Open in new Window. (13+)
Online journal capturing the moment and the memory of moments. A meadow meditation.
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had over 1,200 entries and that was getting close to full. I don't want to trim it by deletion. I did that once, much to my dismay. Will be used more for poetry.

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Hoarfrosts from Hell Open in new Window. (GC)
Anything I'm not happy about or that I don't want in my main blog!
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is still hidden from the public and will remain so. It's more personal and full of angst. Was used for 30DBC for May 2020 and now used for Blogville.

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Enga mellom fjella Open in new Window. (13+)
Enga mellom fjella: where from across the meadow, poems sing from mountains and molehills.
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was full... until the number of entries was increased. A mixed blog, mostly stories.

I'll be linking to
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On The Write Path Open in new Window. (13+)
ON THE WRITE PATH: travel journal for Around-the-World in 2015, 16, 18.
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as I need to post there about my travels.

 
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O Pinions! Open in new Window. (XGC)
May my opinions gather wind under their wings and fly, perchance to soar.
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is for my opinions. *Laugh*

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Nurture your Nature Open in new Window. (13+)
Look around. Let Nature nurture your Soul. I record images I sense and share them here.
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was set up for nature observations and musings.

 
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Watt's Gnus Open in new Window. (18+)
On topics and today's gnus. Definitely opinionated. Set to 18+ for a reason.
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come out of a need to share interesting stuff I come across. When I was young I did a small newsletter named as such. (or was it column in the newsletter? Been 30 years... I think.)

 
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Flash Fiction Open in new Window. (GC)
Short 300 word, more or less, "stories" .
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is where I put my flash fictions. Maybe someday I'll figure it out and have enough good ones to publish. Ratings vary and some are hidden from view.

I've started an appendix (I no longer have one personally) to keep track of my Space Cadet journals for Space Blog. It's a work constantly under construction. Mind the mess.
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Space Cadet - the never ending journal Open in new Window. (18+)
Journeys of an Alien Space crew.
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I needed to start a folder for contests as there are so many deadlines and details to remember.
 
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Conquest ... to keep track of contests Open in new Window. (ASR)
A place to keep track of in progress works and up-coming deadlines as well as any awards.
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(also very messy!) *Shock2*

 
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Blogville  Open in new Window. (XGC)
Where bloggers meet and greet to read and share. No required prompt. Alias: blogville.
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is for posting personal blog entries in hope that folks will comment and post their blog entries there as well. I will be commenting on all blog entries posted. It's my effort to rebuild a blogging community.

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Bibimbap 비빔밥  Open in new Window. (13+)
Left-overs piled on hot rice and mixed.
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an E blog focusing on food and culture. Easily digestible for the Queasy and Questioning.

December 23, 2021 at 3:16am
December 23, 2021 at 3:16am
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"To forgive is to set a prisoner free, and to find out that the prisoner was you." ---Lewis Smedes

I don't think I'm there. I still struggle with nightmares.

With the traumas it might help me to focus on healing and not on blame or shame; but, traumas are tricky. I jump first (a defensive response) and then must remind myself that I'm okay and that bad things from the past do not repeat themselves (and if they do not in the same way).

How do I forgive myself for my ignorance and innocence or how I dealt with abandoning both without support nor guidance. How to just accept that that was then and I can make different choices now. "When we know better we do better" (Maya Angelou).

One thing I could do... reconnect with 'friends' and 'foes' from my past.

From "Blogging Circle of Friends " Open in new Window.: What was/ is your favorite memory of doing something with your family? How many generations participated? How important do you feel these hands on activities are in a child's life?

Oh, I think any time spent as a family is important. Manual tasks are very grounding. As a daydreamer, gardening helped a lot. As does writing by hand (I'm back to journaling). Nowadays, cooking for myself.

Growing up? We didn't do much together. I gardened... mostly by myself. My sister and I played together. But working together to get something done? Not so much. I wanted to be left alone. I was 'happy' to be invisible. My grandparents lived far away. My one maternal aunt lived fairly close and we did visit my father's cousins... but very hard to remember anything we did together. As a child I was small, scrawny, weak and basically couldn't see. Not a cheerful memory. I also withdrew and went silent around family as I wasn't allowed to say much to them. Very shy.

I think family activities are important. I just don't have many memories of them.

Stolen from 💙 Carly: poems & novel:



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