A continuation of my original blog, "Surviving Motherhood". |
Welcome to my world of middle school, high school, and motherhood. The life of a mom is never easy, especially as children grow, and especially when you have a special needs child. ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
This year has been somewhat hard for us financially, and I'm not quite sure why. I know that we've had a lot more things to pay for this year, such as a full year of SMYOC, and band and chorus fees now that Ryan's in high school, as well as some uniform fees, and tuning up his clarinet. I never thought it would affect Christmas though the way it has. We are very lucky that we can get assistance when asked. I applied for gift cards to help us out, as well as other places, where I could get some wishes of the kids granted for Christmas. All three wishes the kids asked for were answered, and I couldn't be happier, as those are mainly their Christmas gifts this year. My family ordered a few things for the kids, like the video games that they asked for, that I was just unable to afford at this time. Thank god for Papa and Nana and Uncle Jason. Thanks to the magic of gift cards, I was able to afford the other video game that Journey asked for this year. This has never happened before. Usually I'm able to spend our money on these things, and call it done. I've never really NEEDED assistance before. If someone offered and wouldn't take no for an answer before, sure, I'd let them, but it wouldn't be such a big deal if they couldn't. This year, I need all the help I can get. I feel terrible that it's come to this, and I don't even really know how it has, but it has, and all I can do is be grateful every day that it has, so the kids have something to open and look forward to on Christmas day. They're good kids, they don't ask for much. They know the truth about Santa, and they understand we don't have all the money in the world. I'd rather not tell them how far we had to go this year. All that matters is that they got the things they asked for most. There are a few things going on in the background right now, such as Don's aunt trying to put it together that we go to Florida for just a few days to visit. I'm not entirely sure it's going to happen, but if it doesn't, it doesn't, and if it does, then it'll be great to see her. I'm not too put out either way. I'm just used to things falling through is all, I'm not trying to be cynical about this per se, just life in general is all about things falling through and how you respond to them. The best thing to happen to us this year has been Sadie. Thank god for her. We would be so screwed without a car. She means the world! |