Oceans of turbulence envelope my world I was once a happy-go-lucky girl Sealed in a vastness of heartache and pain I’d give anything to feel contentment again Waves of despair a constant emotion Tides of vulnerability wash over me like an ocean The tears in my eyes there for the world to see Oceans of them spent for what once used to be As blue as the water, and void of all notion Love cast aside in my own ocean Tides pulling me under the deepest of currents Loathe what I’ve become, an emotional servant Oceans of sympathy I feel for myself My heart empty and love placed upon a shelf Where once I knew happiness and deep-seated devotion, They were washed away in the murky waters of the ocean |