Hi Nhlanhla
My name is Whiskerface and I am a member of the Showering Acts of Joy review group. After reading your piece, here's what I have to say.
I am going to refer to this character as"you." Since she doesn't have a name, that makes it easier for me. It doesn't mean I think it is you, I just find it shorter than saying "your main character" over and over. What can I say, I'm lazy.
I think the main point is the many struggles you faced, and how you tucked yourself into a little bottle, then had trouble getting out again.
You have a lot to say here. While you have experienced a lot, you have not explained everything clearly, so it is hard for the reader to follow. For example, in paragraph three, you write "Things got going, the girl grew up," but you don't explain what that means. Did your mother get a different job, for example, or did you get old enough to understand what was going on around you? When you write that you grew up, did you mean a certain age? I think of grew up as a particular age, so I was confused when you started going through your experiences chronologically. If you are talking about growing up over time, simply putting the word as in front of "the girl grew up," will fix that. You also talk about the feeling that drove you into the bottle. Was the feeling fear? Pain? Loneliness? A mixture of feelings? Also, what is the bottle? You may consider it a place to hide, or a bottle you can't get out of, or somewhere to put your feelings. Some thing like" I started feeling lonely and afraid, and wanted a place to hide" is something you could put here. Why did you switch day care because of school fees? How far from home was your school? Did your school offer beatings?
When writing, questions really help shape your writing. Who, what, when, where, why, and how are helpful when looking over your writing. An example is your first sentence, when you answer four of these questions. This gives your reader enough information that he can keep following your story. Once you get this idea clearly in your mind, start thinking about your next group of questions. Those can be things like am I clear, does my reader have enough information, do I need detail. Often, I have to remind myself that just because I know what I'm talking about, doesn't mean people will understand it without some help. I honestly think if you look at your third paragraph and ask these questions, you will be able to see what I mean.
Please don't think I don't like what you've written. You have brought up a lot of things I needed to think about. I just feel that if you can look at one paragraph and ask these questions, you can get a better idea of how to look at every paragraph. This is a compelling subject and expressing it clearly will encourage people to read it. Many people can relate to struggling and to being afraid or hiding. I certainly can.
A few suggestions here. Give your character a name. It is hard to connect with a person who doesn't have a name. Use ages or years to help explain how much time has passed. When did you start kindergarten or high school? Some of your longer sentences could be made into shorter ones. If you have a lot of ideas in a sentence, make it into more than one sentence.
I am amazed by this story. You never gave up hope, even when it was hard to keep going. I want you to get out of this bottle and show us more of your writing, more of your talent, more of your perseverance. Your story ought to be told. If you edit this, I will read it again.
Finally, I need to tell you that when I review, I asks lot of questions. I DO NOT expect you to answer them. This is my way of thinking, and I don't expect you to tell me anything. This is all my opinion, nothing more. Take or leave anything you like. Thank you for sharing your work with me. I think you are very courageous! Keep writing! Whiskerface
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