Enga mellom fjella

Am I supposed to be happy?

Just wondering...

ME:

It's not that I'm overly unhappy. It's just that making decisions can be stressful and I need to decide what I'm doing this summer.

1. Must go to Costa Rica. Waiting till December would be way too long.
2. Must visit my mother if she visits my sister.
3. Must get out of here regardless and visit friends and family.

1. could be June. 2. could be July. 3. could be July, August or September.

I stress over making plans and details. I can do it... just drive myself nuts!

In other news... wrote a couple poems today. Bought a 16 gb SD card from a friend. Moved and watered plants. Did laundry: shirts and pants. Ate hot buns. Drank coffee.

So... I need to check on flights again and make a list this time and decide by tomorrow. I also need to make a check list of things that must-be-done or should-be-done before I leave.

I've had a 4 month snooze (Feb-May). time for me to wake up!

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