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Rated: 18+ · Book · Writing · #1300042

All that remains: in afterlife as 'mainstream' blogger, with what little I know. 20k views


Obshchak

Some torn to the ground


Read here some old blog entries...*PointRight* 2018 Highlights

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Congratulations on winning the Grand Overall Prize in  [Link To Item #2164876]  with your beautiful poem, [Link to Book Entry #933358]. This poem really moved me. Great writing!

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Short answer, mostly relatable.
August 18, 2020 at 7:03am
August 18, 2020 at 7:03am
#991087
I don't have a sad tune in my heart today. I think I'm done feeling pity for all the fools who would let people manipulate them into doing things that are supposed to upset me. This endless manipulation of human souls only wears people thin who just want to get on with the business of writing. I'm uniquely attuned to the psychology of it, am aware of it. So, no to sad tunes. No to nostalgic, warm feelings of yesteryear and what could have been. They who control the narrative have the story collapse on them in the end. The audit is coming.

Took a nap. My kid had online high school orientation on my computer, so i took a break.

Just checking my internet email inbox for a response to my query, if it every comes.
August 18, 2020 at 6:46am
August 18, 2020 at 6:46am
#991085
question is, Writing.Com: do you want this bee in your bonnet? Because my stinger is sharpened and I'm ready to get after it.

pollinate?

maybe, the expression should be yellow jacket?


My dad was a lot of things to me: withholding, arrogant, indifferent, a manipulator, abuser, martyr, biggest critic, gaslighter...

I had one thing he didn't have...the inability to know when to quit. to turn green like a monster. when i had enough of him, I sat on that man and hit him in the head until he shut up and got off my back forever. and now he's dead and i still have a whole lot of angst to unload on gaslighters and manipulators who think they are clever enough to put me down while trying to crawl up inside my head. I know all the rules of your game. You never met anyone like me. Bring it.

And that's coming from a top 5 writer. Ask around. Oh, that's right. She only comes around and emails me about it. Yeah, I could repost all those emails. I made a folder. It would be a fun adventure into the mind of a manipulator. Is that you dad?

The audit is coming.


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