![]() |
Blog and other works of literary sense |
Here is a collection of ruminations and whatnot. |
Tonight I have a few tortillas and coffee. I'm not that hungry. I made the tortillas from scratch earlier today. I was not a happy person for a few moments today. I felt as though my stepdad was making things up for me to believe. He's a very bad person yet he comes off looking like a simple ordinary guy from the barrios of Manila. I don't think I ever realized how very dupiicitous he was. I knew several instances he would say a lie to people. Most of the time these lies were to his choir group which when he wanted to skip the choir he would tell them that he was going to be out of town. Well, I objected to him. He even decided not to go to church that same time he said he would be out of town. I didn't care for this and I tried to tell him he needs to just say he can't make it and not say why. Now it looks like he's been lying to me and my Mom all my life. He and Mom used to have problems with how he kept money from her in their marriage. He would buy things without telling her, stuff that he wanted and didn't consult her about it. She hated this. And soon their marriage got so quiet and they never seemed to share any moments together. One time I heard him say to her that if he left her first (died, I guess) he wanted her to marry again. She said nothing about that and so there was an awkward silence. She died in 2011. I think that after she died he became more interested in finding women to date. But he said he never had enough money to take a girl out. He was already in his 80s. I saw once he was looking at online dating. I was appalled and tol dhim that I would also do the same thing just so he would stop. I know that he was too old and it was a scandal for someone like him to get iterested in girls again. But what do I know? Now it lookslike my haters are talking about me and my stepdad as somehow 'incestuous' and that is NOT TRUE. I hate those bastards talking about us that way. I will be so made if I met those people and they try to be nice in front of me. I'm seeing a man named Colin and we are serious. I will always love Colin and we've been together for a long time. He has a job that takes him away from me but we do communicate in our own spiritual way. That makes my stepdad nervous and now my stepdad is realizing that Colin is really angry with him and how he thinks he can go off and manipulate me. LIke, for example, my Stepdad says he needs money to pay bills. SO he asks me to help him because he's really getting broke. I know some of Colin's sources are telling us that my stepdad is really rich and he gets his money from the Queen of England who has told him and my late mother to take care of me. I'm Ione Mountbatten, the child of Philip of Edinburgh and a sweet woman who was my mother. So I am now knowing that my stepdad is working for that Queen who wants me to die all the time so that she will never have to deal with me and my presence in the world. I also am told that I am really the Queen of England. I am Queen because I also am Olga, the daughter of Nicholas and Alexandra. I am now Natasha Feodorovna, so I am going to be Queen whenever Colin thinks it is a good idea to tell people. There are those who know about this but are not into teling people about it. I will remain an exiled Queen and I don't care if people know it. I will be good and faithful to Colin always. I am a person who has had many careers in my life and I've been a researcher, a scientists, a pharmacy tech and a regulatory scientist. I have no children and I have four pets. Colin and I will be always in love with each other and will never part from each other. I hope this is enough for now. Ione Mountbatten |