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| My day has not been that stressful outside. I feared I'd get into trouble with some bastard out there as we went on an errand. I instead received an accusation from the head of MI5 that I was a soviet spy. I was so unhappy and disgsted with this accusation I wrote a letter to Colin about this. They were trying to tell him I was a bad woman and he asked me to write him a letter tellin ghim what I did most of my life after we got to USA. I wrote him a letter which was a bit incoherent due to typographical errors. I am this: 1. I am a woman of God. I adhere to the laws of the land. I have paid my taxes but the last year I had no money and so I still owe taxes but I am going to do my best to pay this off. I have voted several times for either Democrat or Republican candidates for President and on down the line. 2. I am pro-life and pro-traditional marriage. I am not gay. I have not had phsyical relations with any human man. 3. In high school, I attended Ladywood St Agnes High School. It spanned 3 years from 1970 to 1973. I was admitted straight into second year high school in 1970 when we. arrived from the Philippines. My parents were Sally and Don Faderan. Sally was a school teacher. Don was in the title business. Don was trained and educated as a lawyer. Sally majored in English. All of us were God-fearing and law abiding. We had no soviet friends that we knew of. My family sometimes attended the INternational Center Shows in Indianapolis but we didn't meet anyone soviet there. I knew nothing about the soviet agenda in the country except that my cousins (second cousins) LInda (Rheeda) Lagadon was supposedly a member of the SDS in BLoomington, Indiana. She and I never really cared to be friends except for the last few years after Mom died. She decided to come to the house every year in July to 'have a reunion' with the family. I wasn't that excited but they were family I cared for her late Mom, Maria B Lagadon. Linda and her sibling Ben left the home in Indianapolis leaving their Mom to fend for herself. My parents and I visited Maria as much as we could and sometimes took her out for dinner. Rheeda and Ben are probably the communists that some of these people are talking about. Obama is acommunist and I hate him always because he's been killing me and so has Hilary Clinton who has been paying to make me look bad to Colin and spread rumours that I was 'whoring' around at yale when I worked there. 4. In graduate school, I went to IU in Indianapolis. Before that I went there for my bachelors in Chemistry. I didn't date anyone there, I might have had a crush on a guy but there was no real contact. I worked part time at Marion County General Hospital and I went there straight from class and then my parents picked me up after work. I was there until I graduated. In the interim before grad school, I went to the VA Hospital to work as an Inhalation tech. I then went to work for George WEber who was an MD researcher. I was a graduate. research student for him. I did not have any idea he might be a spy athough he had visitors from Eastern Europe, Japan, Italy, and other European places. he also had people from Purdue and California and Colorado who worked for him and another student, Melissa Reardon who worked with one of his postdocs, Judith Sebolt Leopold. One day I think he was regaling us with his travel experience and he said that someone mistook his luggage for theirs. They looked similar. I had a recollection of seeing this as scene in a spy movie about people who steal high document containing suitcases and leave a similar suitcase in their place. I might have had a notion that George was dealing with some spy stuff but I never got recruited by him to do this. I did not travel out of the country except to Toronto for a meeting and I was with my mother Sally who wanted to visit an old pen pal of hers, Choylan. I don't know her last name. We ate once and had a shopping afternoon. Choylan bought shoes and we merely watched. I liked the food she let us eat at a restaurant there they had Shepherd's Pie. 5. At Yale, I was not recruited. I was a good girl there. I didn't date anyone. My parents visited me every weekend. They stayed the whole weekend. I worked from 8 or so to about 5 pm. I went home and fixed supper for myself and watched tv. Then I went to bed. I was having an infatuation with a man who worked in the same lab, Tom Trautman(n). He had this subliminal idea to me that he was an FBI agent. I decided that he wasn't able to conduct any real interest in my friendship. He wasn't staying around and he already had a girl friend. But I was sad. I was unhappy and I had an affair instead with Colin Firth at the time. Colin and I had an affair in the evenings and nights. But that didn't last. Colin left. I was taken to the hospital because I wasn't eating and didn't go to work for days. I stayed in the hospital for several weeks. Then they let me get back to work. Work after this problem was not a happy occasion. I lost interest in the work. I would go to work and then I couldn't take it anymore and left early, every day. I went home and stayed in bed because it was the nearest to Colin I ever had. Then my boss told me he couldn't keep me hired. So I asked another Doctor Dr Bertino if I could work for him. He said he was moving his lab to NYC and he can hire me. I transfered my NRSA Postdoctoral Fellowship to his lab - the last year of the three year award. 6. In NYC, I lived with my parents in Woodside. I took the R train every morning and went to the SLoan Kettering Cancer Center. That is where i worked from 1987-1991. I had some social stuff I did with some o f the staff. I went to the Opera at the Met with them, I attended Mostly Mozart concerts with my Dad, I went to eat at the Russian tea room because it was somewhat unique. I didn't meet any soviet spies there but thre were two russian laboratory technicians named Yelena Gritsman and yaroslav Elysseeff. They were friends but I didn't pry into their relationship. Yelena lived in NJ and yaroslave lived somewhere in the city, that Island place which I cannot remember the name. They had a daughter who was a tall blonde who worked in the summer. I had to leave work at one point because of a relapse in my mental health. I went from hospital to hospital between Niagara Falls, Buffalo and NYC. I got back feeling sad. Some of the people at work had progressed in their jobs and their relationship with the boss. I had to work from the ground up but I got less interested. I was depressed and visited my psychiatrist often. I had no therapist but the MD who I saw was Dr Alex Deutsch. The grant I was working under was getting reviewed again by the NIH. My boss told me that it might best if I looked elsewher for another job. I decided to use the AACR conference as a way to find a job at their job board. I got a call from Dr Chan from Purdue U and he offered me a job. 7. I traveled with my parents (who both had lost their own jobs in NY) to West Lafayette, IN. In 1991. I worked at the Uni for one year or less. My boss told me he needed to pay mor eattention to his son who had ADHD and so he got himself another position in California. Then he changed the job site to Massachusetts because some friends heard he was leaving Purdue. I was able to stay at Purdue because my Dad's friend, a lawyer in Indianapolis, carmen duran's friend, said in passing that she thought I had a contract so I went to the Head of the Department and told them I wasn't resigning but wanted them to honor the contract, The boss was mad. I was in tears but in the end I got to stay. I needed the money from this contract. They said I could work for other professors and that is what I did. Sometimes it wasn't a lot of work and I admit I also went home early. 8. Then later on I worked for Dr Wu at the Animal Disease Diagnostic Lab (ADDL). She was a bacteriologist. I was her research technician for those years from 1993 to around 2000 unless I got mistaken I think I worked for JC Penney where I sold jewelry and some dresses. That was as a temp but I worked for almost a year. I also worked for LS Ayres and that was in their China department and Christmas department. 9. In 2000 or so I worked for LabSupport and worked part time at Staleys. I have a resume I can give. Staleys became Tate & Lyle. I stayed for almost a year. I went to the church for Mass services most of the time after my job was over. Sometiemes I went shopping with my Mom. Dad worked part time at a title company. Mom was a tutor for a Filipino family with 3 kids. 10. Then I worked for St Elizabeth Medical center as a pharmacy tech. I stayed for 3 years and 3 months. 11. Then my last employer was Cook Biotech Incorporated. There I was the regluatory scientist for their FDA US regulatory department. After a few years I was marginalized and assigned to work for International Affairs and worked with foreign notified bodies like TUV and Health Canada and some APAC countries, and some Latin American countries. I was fairly successful in each branch of regulatory. In CBI I had some intimidation from new people like Daniela Changkuon and Nick Wang. Also from Jason Hodde and Sue Erb and Connie Beasor. My boss had a 180 and became more critical of me in front of others. Another one who was unhappy with me was Katie (Kim ) Molland. I had other vibes that were bad from people but I was so very tired by that time. I knew that people were killing me in thoughts and some stuff. Daniela and Nick were the culprits. I also heard them talk about how they were going to kill me. I don't have any real idea why HRC was against me. I know that when I was writing On Days LIke This, she was hating me. She went to Yale I read. So did her husband go there. I guess she might have been protecting Yale and its reputation. I only know what I went through and I wrote the book as a fictional story. Those things are from my wild imagination. |
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