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March 7, 2020 at 5:05pm
March 7, 2020 at 5:05pm
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I am in my kitchen making something of a late lunch. My dad cooked a tin of menudo last night and I cooked rice and I'll eat them in a while.

Myday has been difficult. I cannot describe it but it made me very sad and depressed. i felt as though someone I love was in danger. i coudn't figure out how to get him out of danger. I felt as though I was held back from asking Jesus to help him. But I had another way to get Jesus to see what I was gooing through.

I awoke at almost 3 am. I wasn't a happy girl then. I felt the pressure of bad thoughts. i did some work but I wanted to go back to my room and sleep a little more. I had a bad dream. Then i awoke again. I went to th ekitchen and made coffee and some bacon. Then i forgot to take my meds, which added to the stress. I wanted to see if my friend onlnie was around but it wasn't so. I tried to go again on social media. I also worked on my Lularoe stuff. I took pictures of my latest inventory and I posted them to my store.

That store is a headache. I discovered later Friday that the store website doesn't go beyond the front page. I couldn't figure out how best to fix it. I sent a Tweet to Lularoe Support. Then i also emailed somebody there. Then i also submitted a "case" to LLR. Today I receive aan email from the mentor I was given. She said t o message her Monday and she'll get to the Home Office to figure ot how to fix my website.

I felt bad because I had this whole Month of February to sell and it turned out the stupid website wouldn't work! So even if I had peple looking they weren't able to get to their selection. Oh well.

I'm not going to give up. I'll still work on LLR and I enjoy it well enough. I wish I had more contacts to send emails to. It's kind of sad to send this same email group new stuff but if they are not that upset maybe I can do this more often.

I wrote the start of a scene of a play. I have never written a play before but I think I remember enough from reading Shakespeare about enter Right and so on. I don't know how it will turn out. I think I could noodle on it and see how it goes. I don't know what more to say but it's a bit of an abstract story. I don't know if people will take it the right way. I feel a bit threatened that the Church, Holy Mother Church will make me sad about it. I don't belong to that church anymore, Not since 2017.

I think that might be all. I am trying to figure out how much time I have to lollygag on line until I make supper tonight. The menu is merely macaroni chicen soup with chicken liver and shrimp. Dad asked me to keep the shrimp intact and not to dice it before adding it into the dish. I guess that's ok. I do'nt like shrimp much.

I remember once I was allergic to shrimp. Then i wasn't. Go figure.


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