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Here is a collection of ruminations and whatnot.
May 26, 2020 at 7:54pm
May 26, 2020 at 7:54pm
#984384
I was watching a movie about some sort of investigation on a murder. A murder mystery movie. Set in the last decade. I wasn't really watching but I was working online. The dialogue had something to say aobut the "secret state' which made me pause at my work. I think it might be worth thinking about how there could be a secret state where we all live in this world. This secret state is a surveilling state where spies (in ordinary clothes) go around and look into our lives, our work, our finances, and our families' interest. And they also try to influence what we believe in, what we buy, what we eat and where we go to work, school or our kids' schools. The secret state is headed by anyone who has a lot of power, be it the President at the top or a governor or even some authorities that live in the community who report ot some other person on top of him (it's usually a he not a she, right?).
May 26, 2020 at 8:14am
May 26, 2020 at 8:14am
#984352
I've just finished with getting a walk in with the dogs. Little puppy had a poop and it was a bit soft. Not worried but I'll keep an eye on it. I do not wish to take him to the vet for a while due to the COVID curb side thing they are doing. I'm afraid the dog will be sad inside the clinic while I'm out of the clinic waiting.

I've had bad luck ordering things from my website merchants. Staples, Amazon, DHC, Dr Denese, others that are like Office Depot and others to get some supplies and meds for the pets. I have also tried to do some shopping on some places like Lord and Taylor that didn't work.

I had the stimulus check and tried to upload it but somehow the app didn't work. Then I called Fidelity bank and asked what the matter was. They said that there was some debits they wanted me to talk to them about. They said there was an ebay charge for something like $128 with change. I did not think this was my purchase. They then said they will have to deactivate the debit card and send a new one. That will be sent in a few days up to a week. Then I need to call them back about a transfer i made from my usual bank account to another that had a negative balance which I had already put back a while ago, but the new transfer was not something i could do anything with. I couldn't buy stock (ETFs) and I couldn't transfer it back. I called them over the weekend and they couldn't figure it out. They suggested I call this week and speak to some people who can do this easily.

I have still the stimulus check. I guess I'll have to wait a few days. I did attempt to open a new bank account but they might come back and tell me that it's impossible due to my having debits in other banks who have reported me. I seem to be losing some cred with the banking business and it's not a good thing. I need to have a place to put my money. But maybe this thing is a blessing in disguise because the hackers are eager to get to my money to steal it. One of them had fooled me into thinking he was a big movie star and i was so infatuated with this hacker under his disguise that I gave him a lot of information that included bank accounts. it should have tipped me off but I had such confidence this guy was the big movie star and now i'm trying to struggle against the grip of this bastard on my accounts and even the ones where I do not think he knows about.

it's got to be a big plan or scheme to make me so fucking broke, sad and down and out, without a house to call my own and to separate me from my Dad who is the one who has been supporting me by paying th emortgage and all that sort of thing. I'm tempted to ask him to keep my stimulus check and give me what i am needing to use it for and buy things for me. But it might be too much of a burden on him and he is already being debilitated in his own mind.



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