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My birthday will be here in 9 more days. I still haven't figured out what I am going to do with myself. LOL. I am turning 31, and I figured since my 30th was a snooze-fest that I would think up something cool to do. I haven't figured anything out yet. Kalamazoo is like the realm of boring. ![]() |
Sheila and I are on better terms since she has found a new place of her own. It will be good for her and Jazlyn, and good for me too. She moves out either Friday or Saturday. She didn't even fight me on the remaining bills for the electricity and cable. I brought it up casually and told her they were for last month. I am surprised that she didn't get pissy with me. I will gladly take civility any day, lol. She told me that she would have her half of the money for the bills to me tonight. I am glad that everything is falling into place. I have a lot of cleaning to do after Sheila leaves. I will miss having Jazlyn around even though she can be a brat at times. She's also destructive, along with her equally destructive kitten, lol. I woke up this morning and came out to find one of Sheila's votive holders on the floor, broken into pieces. I know for a fact that it was Patience that did it, because my cats know better and don't jump onto things and knock them down. I have caught Patience in the act of knocking vases and picture frames over. So I know that it's her. Once in awhile, one of my cats might knock something over, but they can't even begin to match the destructiveness of that kitten put together. |
My sister's kitten. The smell of kitten poop is the worst! ![]() ![]() |
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I really wish that the Red Wings would've won lastnight. ![]() ![]() |
I went down in my grandparents basement today to sort through the things I want and the things that I don't want. I have a lot of breakables that I didn't want Jazlyn to get into. ![]() ![]() |
Yes! There is a God afterall! ![]() |
After my spill in the driveway at grandma and grandpa's house, it didn't seem that bad until I tried sleeping lastnight. It was worse than before when I had injured it the last time. I tossed and turned all through the night lastnight. It still hurts today. Maybe it wasn't completely healed. I am still embarrassed about falling in the driveway. ![]() |
I am tired of talking to Jerry. Mr Negative is a better name for him. He never has anything good to say. He has started drinking again. ![]() |
I am tired of being driven out of my apartment by my sister's and Dan's fighting. I wish they would get the hell out, or I find a great job for keeps, so I can get the hell out. ![]() |
Dan asked me what I was doing for my birthday. I told him nothing. LOL. He has offered to take me out for a few drinks on my birthday. I know how carried away I get with alcohol. Being drunk isn't so bad, if I don't throw up, lol. Hangovers definately suck, so I really wouldn't want that. A buzz feels kind of cool though, lol. It's nice of him to offer though. ![]() |
I hurt the right side of my back again. It's in the same spot too. ![]() ![]() |
I overheard a really nasty conversation this morning while I was still laying in bed. Sheila and Dan were talking about poop. Dan goes, "Hey Sheila, remember that time that I was in the bathroom, and I dumped a footlong turd in the toilet and it was half hanging out of the water, and we took a picture of it?" Who the hell takes a picture of poop? ![]() Max has the tendency to drink from the toilet. He's a cat and doesn't know the difference between toilet water and his water dish. But he certainly knows better, because when I walk by he takes off like a bat out of hell. But Sheila and Dan do, and I have asked them several times not to leave the toilet lid up. I think it's more of a lazy thing for them, not to mention a stupidity thing. |
I have some kind of lung infection. ![]() |
Well, it looks like they are going to do a triple bypass within the next two days on my Uncle Craig, despite the fact that he has pneumonia, high blood pressure, and high blood sugar. There is a high probability that he will die in surgery because of the pneumonia, and possibly bleed out because of his blood pressure problem. ![]() ![]() |
I come home to find the chain lock on the door latched, so I had to yell all kinds of obscenities and ring the door bell and pound on the door several time to wake Dan up. I knew that it wasn't Sheila that had locked me out, because she was working the later shift. When Dan finally woke up, he came out and opened the door for me. ![]() |
It did rain, but not as much as I hope it would. I was also hoping for a kick-ass thunderstorm, but didn't get that either. Maybe some other time. All of the thunderstorms that we have had, have been kind of wimpy this year. I like to see how loud the thunder can get with out lightning ruining appliances and computers of course. |
I didn't get that job with the mortgage company. I am not bothered by it. The testing went as well as I thought it did. The questions were stupid, and I mean stupid as in they were off the wall questions that no one would know. Plus, I didn't sleep well the night before, so my brain was mush. I should've just canceled the appointment and rescheduled when my brain would be in better shape. I knew this was going to happen. ![]() ![]() |
I am tired of this drought. We haven't had a good solid day of rain in a very long time. It's depressing. Plus I love thunderstorms! ![]() |
It seems like no matter how much I try to explain myself, I just dig myself a deeper hole. I, like everyone else, has dating preferrences. I have that right to choose whom I want to date. I won't date men that are in their 40's. Only a certain number of people understand why. I have several reasons for this. One of them is being that if I had parents, they would also be in their 40's. Another belief of mine is that they are just looking for a young piece of ass because they are going through a midlife-crisis. Most of them don't want to commit. The majority of any man that has gone through a divorce, doesn't want to commit and they just want a "Friends with Benefits" package. I don't do that, and it isn't me. I would truly hate myself. I won't date someone who smokes or does drugs. To me it's just plain nasty, and I get sick when exposed to that anyway. Plus, I don't like someone who has that smell on them, and I won't kiss someone who smells and tastes like an ashtray. ![]() The religious aspect doesn't bother me all that much, as long as they aren't Aethiests, Jehovas Witness, Mormon, Scientologist, Satanist or some other weird cult thing to where they try and brainwash me into their beliefs. I happen to be Christian, but I don't try and sway people to my side. I don't feel that it's my job or my place to tell people who or what they can worship. I don't really like talking about religion, because it stirs up too much controversy. I tend to keep to myself about my own religion. Politics are another thing that I can't stand. I don't like either political side. I don't like getting into heated political discussions. I would rather just stay out of it, and watch everyone else kill each other. I am very anti-political. Politics gives me a headache. I probably won't even vote this year. I am so digusted with the candidates on all sides. I don't care if the person I date is Democratic, Republican, Independent, or whatever. I just don't want to get into a fight over something so stupid. I tend to stick with dating people in my own race. That doesn't make me a racist, it's more of a cultural preferrence. I have that right like everyone else. It makes me angry when I get accused of being racist or prejudiced because I won't date a certain type of person. I embrace people of all skin colors, creeds, sizes, cultures, etc., but that doesn't mean that I have to date them to prove something to someone else. I have dated outside of my race before. I have dated a Malaysian at one time, and an Arabic at a different period in my life. I had a good time with these individuals, and they were good people. Just because I am not attracted to someone, doesn't mean that they are unattractive. To say that is silly. I am overweight, and just because someone doesn't want to date me because of that, doesn't mean that I am going to be offended by it or even care. This is because people are attracted to certain kinds of people. That doesn't make them bad. It just means that they know what they want. I know that this blog entry is going to piss some people off. But it's my right to choose what I want out of life. Like everyone else, I am a human being, and I have likes and dislikes, and personal preferrences. I will not shut up. It is my right to voice my opinion and have a choice in life. |