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Ẃeβ࿚Ẃỉtcĥ ![]() ![]() ![]() Wanna know how I became an Imagine Dragons fan? No? Well, I'll tell you anyway ![]() I've already mentioned how I was unfamiliar with everything but the sounds of music, growing up. My musical coming of age started in 2015 (the year ID released sophomore album Smoke + Mirrors) and exploded in 2017. (The year they released their third album, Evolve.) Songs I'd been aware of for years finally took on a name and a face, so to speak. The first song I was ever aware of from Imagine Dragons was Demons, released 2012. I knew the sound of it because we used to shop frequently at a store called Burke's Outlet, where they subscribed to SiriusXM satellite radio. Every store in the chain, in those days, had their radio set to SiriusXM The Blend, featuring a rolling playlist of perhaps fifty to a hundred current pop songs which got annoying really fast. Between 2012 and 2017, every time we walked into a Burke's Outlet, I'd be likely to hear Demons. I never understood the lyrics, except for the words “this is my kingdom come.” That phrase alone was enough to cause suspicion, from a Christian point of view, and the song's vibe generally unnerved me, because I knew it wasn't your typical love song but I didn't know why. At some point I googled “this is my kingdom come lyrics,” saw the names “Imagine Dragons” and “Demons” for the first time ever, and immediately assumed they were Gothic… code word in my naive mind for satanic. It's difficult and somewhat embarrassing to explain how culturally sheltered and deeply religious my upbringing was, to lead me to that conclusion. I didn't know people refer to their mental issues as demons. I thought it was a man admitting he's possessed. Combine that with the old urban legends of rock stars selling their souls to the devil for fame and fortune, and… yeah. Not good ![]() After that, every time I heard Demons, I'd get a surprisingly strong physiological reaction of unease and dismay. This early promotional image from the Dragons, which was on their Wikipedia page for years, didn't help: ![]() “Sulky” was the word that came to mind to describe Dan, second from right. I did not hold a high opinion of four pallid, sour-faced guys in black jackets leaning against a brick wall ![]() The change in my perspective came with Believer, which took over the airwaves in 2017, mostly unnoticed by me at first. It wasn't until one day in August, in the mountains of Weaverville, North Carolina, I happened to have Believer blasted into my head at Walmart and picked it up on Google Sound Search. Being always curious, I went over the lyrics, and the first thing that popped out at me was the lines “I'm the one at the sail, I'm the master of my sea.” This is a dead ringer for the lines in William Earnest Henley's poem Invictus: “I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul.” Which is ironic, because I've always found Invictus to be disturbing. People assume it's a rah-rah declaration of strength in pain; I saw through it as a declaration of unbridled spiritual rebellion in the face of hellfire. In my quest to find out more about the song, the group, and why the singer tapped into Invictus, I gradually started to appreciate Imagine Dragons for what they are: decent, catchy and thought-provoking. I learned about lead singer Dan Reynolds and the autoimmune diseases he struggles with, and began to understand his mindset. In my journal, I wrote that Believer “grabbed me by the throat and wouldn't let go” until I decided to enjoy it and find my meaning in it. After a few weeks, I was gobbling up whatever Imagine Dragons music I could find, same as OneRepublic. Possibly my most precious moment was watching the Dragons performing Thunder acoustic at the 2017 Tyler Robinson Foundation annual Gala. It was the first time I'd laid eyes on Dan Reynolds speaking and singing, and it was an enormous relief to see how normal, sweet and funny a human being he actually was. Not sulky, not possessed. Just… loveable, in a goofy, boyish way. From then on, I had nothing to worry about and a lot to learn ![]() ![]() Circling back to Demons, it was still a while before I could bring myself to listen to that song, unless it was live at the yearly TRF Gala, which I always made a point of watching. Oddly enough, precisely at the time when Believer was blowing up the charts, SiriusXM The Blend cut Demons out of their playlist. One of the last times they played it, I was struck by the fact that the very next song after it was Broken Road, by Rascal Flatts. Together, they told a deeper story, one I could understand. Eventually, I related Demons to the story of Beauty and the Beast, creating several art pieces combining the two. Believe it or not, I never heard Radioactive when it exploded and made ID famous in 2012. I was familiar with Demons, vaguely familiar with It's Time—I thought it sounded rather like Bon Jovi—and conflated I Bet My Life with the Mumford and Sons song I Will Wait, but Radioactive… crickets. It's the kind of song that if I had heard it, I would never have forgotten it. Like, “OMG, he's talking about the apocalypse! Is this the Illuminati warning us the end is near?” Seriously, my mom liked watching conspiracy theory documentaries back then, as well as channels where people would read occult messages into TV commercials and other cultural stuff. Radioactive was exactly the sort of thing I would have been deeply alarmed by, in my limited understanding of pop culture. I guess I never heard it because it was considered rock rather than pop, therefore didn't appear on the “eighties, nineties and today” stations I was usually exposed to. So… yeah. I became an Imagine Dragons “believer” ultimately because I happened to be in the right place at the right time. Trust me, this is the abbreviated story ![]() Here's the 2017 TRF Gala performance; Thunder begins at approximately 33 minutes in. I love the “secret message” that comes clear at the end: “never give up on your dreams!” Words: 1,100. |