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"30-Day Blogging Challenge ON HIATUS" Prompt: It’s movie night at your place! Host a showing for your 30DBC friends of a movie of your choosing. Make sure the atmosphere is just right (imagine life post COVID ) As your guests arrive, how are they welcomed? Any pre movie activities or games? What are we snacking on? Have fun with this! Welp, I feel like a hot circle of garbage today. I'm always surprised at how quickly mental health meds make me feel like shit. My body doesn't produce enough serotonin and also fully rejects my efforts to help it out. Other than the nausea and dizziness, I spent pretty much the whole day dissociating and exhausted. I think I was writing an email to NW earlier and the words showing up on the screen from my typing didn't even feel real. Then I looked up and nothing in my room felt real. Then I looked at my hands and I didn't feel real. Kira came into the room where I was working this afternoon and I was just sleeping with my head on my desk. She was like, "What's going on with you? Are you feeling okay?" Luckily, no one had urgently reached out to me at work while I was asleep. I started to feel a little bit better in the evening after sleeping on and off all afternoon, but then I had to take my meds again a little while ago so Round 2, let's go. Alright, so, movie night... First of all, my place isn't even close to being big enough for my 30DBC friends. It isn't even big enough for the 3 people who live here. I've seen some movies theatres during covid times that are allowing people to rent out an entire theatre for themselves and their friends/family. I think that would be a lot of fun in post-covid times. Plenty of space for everyone to spread out. Huge screen. Great sound. Movie theatre food, if that's what you're into. Then after, maybe a couple drinks and movie discussion time. People rarely let me pick the movie though. When I do hang out with my friends, they usually make a point of saying that I'm not allowed to choose the movie because I almost exclusively watch horror movies or slow burn indie flicks that most people find boring. After my friends told me no more horror movies, I thought I could reel them in with my indie picks, but those didn't go over well either. I'd let someone else pick. Majority rules or whatever. This is all preferable for me because I don't like being a host and I also don't like making decisions. And I'm also totally bombing this prompt because the absurdity of thinking about hosting WDC members in real life in my house in some future date where we don't have to worry about covid is making me dissociate even more. Nothing feels real because it isn't. I'll look forward to reading the other responses on this one though. Stoic Thought of the Day: "It is the power of the mind to be unconquerable." -Seneca |